believing.
it's hard to believe that i couldnt see.
that you were just there.
but somehow i never reached you.
never saw you.

believing.
it's hard to believe that i lose something.
something that had meant so much to me.
something that opened up what's left of me.
something that i never knew.

believing.
that i lose something i had been reaching out for.
something that i loved.
something that was so precious.

believe believe



i love you and always <3+