i wonder if i did it right.
2 things,
again and again.
i hope i did, i really hope i did.


let's make our plot short but the conclusion,
forever.

CLE BLOCK WAS A BLAST(:
haha.

finally get to read snakehead(:
YESSSSSS!

i dont have much to blog about manx.
everything's been kind of nice-dull lately =x
ahh. looking forward to CNY BIGBIGBIG time.
phpps!(:
haha. ehh. come to think of it, com studs was fun too(:
get to go to youtube and blast songs:D

since i'm already so random,
i'm gonna change skin(:
i'm just too lazy to deal with the html and stuff.
so yeah.
i think i'll change the song too!
maybe hero heroine by boys like girls or built to last by melee!!
or jamie scott's when will i see your face again.
jamie scott's my latest craze =x
or when i'm gone.
or wont go home without you.
or. or.or..
come to thinkof it,
jamie scott will do.

i've a thing for cowboys(:
too bad if you cant deal with it you two!

ONE more day.

frustrated.


so near and yet so far.

me: should i buy the BIG or small one?
huijie: i dont know. you choose.
me: so do you want the BIG or small one??!
huijie: na![gives me $$] you choose.
me: but i'm not old enough to make decisions like this!
huijie: i'malso not old ehough to make decisions like this!!
me: pffft. okay i shall get the BIG one! because i'm hungry!!!


[words might not be exact]

author's note: explicit details are up to readers to interpret.

????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

currently damn pissed with some guy for let's see,
wrongly accusing.

oh manx. i forgot to bring my passage back for summary!!):
pfffft. random><

i hate coming home )':


because of fate

feeling like crap.
dont feel like going to school tomorrow.
shall blog about today when i'm in the mood.
pffffft. i'm looking forward to tomorrow after school though.
but i'm still feeling frustrated.
tata for now.

going out with elaine. sick jokes included.

"Day dreaming is more productive than usual but be sure to cover it..."

~Horoscope for Cancer week 3 of 2008.



i sure do hope it's that simple.



went for softball.
i really really hope to get in.
waha!
softball's the bomb (:



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some nice and some absurd revelations.


-"Reading chic lit make you a chick." ~Rain Soo


-Mr De Susa[?] can say "okay" 36 time within 7 minutes unconsciously while teaching.


-lin wenyuan is veryveryvery mean.


-softballers are ultra nice people.


-ms ong is going to go through 1 piece of work for each commonwealth essay question. which means that either huijie's or mine will be shown on the visualiser. nnoooooooo!!! ~i'm a day late in posting this. anyway, she didnt go through my question(:!!


-i've read The Lake House thrice! it's my favourite book, in case you havent noticed.


-my arms ache like crap!!!!!!!

-I WANT THE ABOVE QUOTE TO BE TRUE.


i agree with rain, every bit of it.

it matters,
you just dont know why.


can we just get over this and forget it?
esther's right.
we've changed, somehow.
we arent so close anymore.
we're to wrapped up in ourselves.
we're too unpredictable.
we're drifting.
we all are.


i was overreacting i guess.
but there's a reason behind my anger.
pffft.
at least ya'll read elaine angry.
think of it,
have you seen me angry and showing it before?
never, no?

AEROSMITH ROCKS!
just realised how sweet their songs are.

DONT WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES

her lessons are so boring, it's torturous
i guess you know who i mean.
*damn accusations*

even week thursdays seem just too long.
we're stuck in the classroom for the whole day.
bio, recess, geography, literature, MATH!! lunch, history, english
didnt go out today.
but went home and slept.
i havent slept this well for so long.
the weather was perfect for sleeping :D

pfft. my anti-social mortal#02 hasnt replied me.
tsktsk.

tomorrow's gonna be really slack.
bio, history and chinese are the only lessons. there's gonna be assembly though =x


COLLIN RAYE's song, LOVE ME.
touching.
i loved it.
shall post the song and lyrics in my next post (:

that's about it.

rain, i do not like kenneth[tan].
but i love the fox.


forgiven.
that sounds more like it.

hey there!
just found out that my mortal#2 got into tenpin bowling(:
congrtas(:
haha.

i do not appreciate visual art, unfortunately.
but modeling for human figure drawings are better =x
they're tiring though.
heh. i guess i looked strange ><

spent an entire hour talking to rain and hui jie!
we, specifically me, laughed till our sides ached
heh. i guess i cant keep my mouth shut when anything 2 members of the oppsite sex differ in size.
yes,
size.
are you thinking what i think you're thinking?

huijie i have nothing to do with them teachers.
it's rain's fault!
but you do, by the way!
whahahahhaha


i finally realised that they really arent




enraged.

oh screw negative put nicely.

i'm fucking pissed.

Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

and the more i think about it, the more i need,
a guardian angel,
before i break down.

when lyrics meant so much-




immature freaks.

Breeks rocks (:

heh. went out with hui jie yesterday.
lol. wasted time waiting for someone.
pffffts
yeap. anyway, we went to sweet talk at about 3
amd stayed at the bus stop for about 45 minutes drinking and talking.
heh. strawberry milkshake is nice! doesnt beat strawberry milk tea though!
heh. just realised that pearls make you fat.
but i love pearls!!
lol. i remembered our topic of discussion very clearly><><

somehow led to shy and cute geeks(:
yeah. we left at about four, when her bus came and we finished our drink.
heh. i had to cross the overhead bridge to get to the bus stop across the road to take a bus.
so as i was going up the escalator and hui jie had already got onto the upper deck of her bus,
she started waving to me through the tinted windows.
and i obviously waved back.
but.
there was this white familyblocking me.
i tried to look past them but the father waved back at me and said hi really really loud to me.
that's fine. i kind of smiled back bashfully?
however, his son[oh my gosh] stared at me like i was psychic.
he smiled at me later though.
and his mom did the same[the staring and smiling]-she was the only one who seemed to know what i was really doing.
moms. sane.
yeah. so i ran, half-embarrassed because of you-know-who.
whahaha.
hui jie laughed at me for it manx.so mean.
haha
i laughed like an idiot all the way home(:

hanging out with hui jie gives me self-confidence.
i guess i'm more comfortable with her because i'm less self-conscious.
thanks hui jie :D

the irony of it all.

Apologise-One Republic

I'm holding on your rope,

Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...


woohooo.
one word: library
pleasure.
does not make much sense to you huh.

screw the damn rumours.
school isnt getting any better.
it's getting worse.


the third year in a row i'm caught in the middle.
fuck.
i take that back. i've sworn off swearing.ironic huh.



spent time with hui jie today, to celebrate her birthday.
initially, i organised for it to be with tej and kenneth but they couldnt make it at the last minute so we went ourselves.
hui jie wanted to get a wallet and pencil box from the wallet shop.
we got a very entertaining story from that.


so we asked around if anyone knew if there was a wallet shop around town, and rin told us that she thought that there was one at centrepoint.
hui jie and i were not sure but we decided to give it a shot.
we looked for the wallet shop at every floor,
for about 30 to 45 minutes.
you know i wanted to look for the directory or ask the information counter at first.
BUT huijie didnt want to.
so we went to the second floor and the third and so on,
all the while looking for a directory to find the shop.
we could not find both, so we decided to go back down
and guess what we found out?!!

so we went to OG where there obviously isnt a wallet shop.
hui jie called her aunt there to ask her where the wallet shop was.
WHY DIDNT SHE ASK EARLIER?!
but anyway, it was a pretty useless call.
she didnt know either.
so then, i was extremely sure that there is one at suntec and marina square[but we didnt go there in the first place because it is really far.]
yeah. so we took mrt there and went to citylink.
then i said that we should see the directory and that there shoul be one at the ' beginning'

so we walked in halfway and then turned cuz we decided that there cant be one there.
and guess what we found??!!!!

yeah. so we went to raffles city and searched for a directory FIRST.
thank goodness or we'd have to walk through the whole building
><
so we decided that since we were already there, might as well just walk to marina square to get the wallet/pencil box.
you should have seen how fast we walked.
haha!
yeah. we finally got to the shop.
i got a wallet for 19 bucks
and hui jie got a pencil box[which is the smae character as mine] and a purple wallet.
heh.
so the trip wasnt wasted so i didnt have to kill her.
but she owes me twenty bucks, by tomorrow!

i aint too young too care but i'm too speedy to catch.
ah, now that makes a difference.