"I forgive you."
~Shay's last words, to June.



Shay never did anything wrong.
he only wanted to save her but he couldn't.
and he took the blame for it all, for the second time.
once juvenile sentence for his sister and then 11 years imprisonment then to the gallows for Elizabeth.
He didn't want to be saved for Elizabeth's stepsister.
And no one knew it.

it's a story.
but for all I know,

Shay's real in my heart.


IMMA HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL FANATIC.

1.The person who tagged you is?

YangYi.

2.Your relationship with him/her?

bff! boyfriend forever ._.

3.Your 5 impressions of them.
annoying, weird, stubborn, polite, nice(:
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.

hmmmm.

5.The most memorable thing they had said to u?

"I'M COMING DARLING, HOLD ON"
7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?

romance! :D
8.If they become your enemy, you will?

make it right.
9. (Repeat Question)
?!!
10.What is it you want to tell him now?

nothing =x
11.Your overall impression of him is?

hmm, I can't figure him out?!

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?

fun(: my COMMONERS!
13.The characters you love of yourself are?

that I really love with all my heart.

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
ermmm, i lack confidence, too easily influenced, my moods.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

SHAY, without a doubt. (just skip the not confessing the truth part)
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.

I wouldn't be here without ya'll <33
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you


1.
Esther

2.
Amanda Kuan

3.
Celine
4. Bernice
5. Cailyn

6. Rain

7.
Pengsiang

8. Shirlyn

9.
Claudia

10.
Wayne


18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
Rain?! she has like a thousand boyfriends!

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?

feeeeee male!

2
0. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Pengsiang and wayne. I only have TWO guys in the list and must be so that this questions pairs them up? OMG. IT WILL BE A HORRIBLE THING.
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Amanda Kuan is studying how to get the best bargains in Bangkok, where she is now.
22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Celine? last friday!(: and Macs
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Shirlyn loves WESTLIFE! westlife rocks(:
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
Esther has one older sister.
25. Will you woo no. 3?
Celine? nahhh. I'm straight kay.
26. How about 7?
hmmmm...
27. Is no. 4 single?
Bernice is definitely single(: I know who she likes though(:
28. What is the surname of no. 5?
Cailyn CHIAH!
29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
I don't know wayne all that well.
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
yeah! Claw and Cai are batchmates(:
EVERYONE gets along with Claw. so...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
rg! ( she was from holy innocents man! my cousin pri school. I was from Agelic Saints by the way)
32. Talk about something for no. 1
Esther. hmmm, she can get really high and then really low very fast.
andand. her mood swings sometimes...
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
NO and NEVER WILL. Shirlyn's a girl for goodness sake.
34. Where does no. 9 live?
Claw lives in CCK! farfarfar from school, or so she claims(:
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
oh no, I don't know. Bernice is going to kill me.
36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
Esther and Cailyn are batchmates and good friends(:
37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
nope! I wonder what will happen toit if she has one :o
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
ahhahahahhaha.
39.What is no. 10 doing now?
told you I don't know much about wayne! plus, I DON'T FREAKING STALK HIM!

"Javier once said that dancing is about being exactly who you want to be in that moment."

cried while watching it.
inspirational?

hmm. havent blogged in 9832787 years.
i'm too lazy.
sigh.
I shall make this post short and sweet.
1. post exam activities are boring!
2. the book I just read which I'd like to do reviews on someday, are freaking twisted.
3. sakae sushi with rgsfencers was ohkay.
4. then continued with Cai, Esther and me. was a heck of a time.
5. met Mr Lau while going out of borders like right after I left Esther.
6. wedding bells are not ringing anytime soon.he's willing to wait. (I want a WHITE or PINK wedding Esther!)
7. Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights is awesome.

Javier is such a beautiful name.

♥(-esther) says:
is --------- a BIG NUT?
♥(-esther) says:
OMG
♥(-esther) says:
LOL
♥(-esther) says:
no wonder he makes you nuts
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
NO!
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
--------- HAS a BIG NUT!
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
hhahahhahaha.
--------------------------------------------------
♥(-esther) says:

OMG ELAINE
♥(-esther) says:
DO YOU PMS
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
PMS?!
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
NO?!
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
why on earth did you say that !!
♥(-esther) says:
cos you Pre Marital Sex

------------------------------------
``versatality]] Definitely; Maybe says:
OMG. AMANDA! SCANDALOUS!
♥(-esther) says:
HAHA
♥(-esther) says:
YOU ALSO
♥(-esther) says:
KNOW HOW BIG THE NUT YOUR BF HAS

ILY;

since I've got time and I don't feel like typing something essay length about yesterday, here goes...


the bear all the HCJC graduating class of `08 got during their graduation ceremony last night.
cute's an understatement to describe it(:
it's awfully adorablexxzz!


was taken during hand-over `08!
sarah and someone =x
I can't remember what they were doing!


this one's of sarah and celeste.
I still can't remember what they were doing.
doesn't look alright though.
HA.HA.


see how animatedly they talk?
Jing Han and Selene!


BernYau and Esther at upstairs!
haha celebrating BernYau's birthday!
so very glam a shot(: ahahha



number of clips wenyuan uses to pin her hair O:
guess where she puts them when she has to re-tie her hair!


taken in class. this one's reallyreally random.
was right after our last aesthetics/cooking lesson.
(from back) Joanne, whose face is covered by her water botttle, Yi Feng, Yi Rong and Grace!


the circled part says "Summer Fling"
it's pretty obvious with whom huh.
World's most UNFORGETTABLE FLING(:


ahhahahahaha.
That, is totally true. ahhahaha
kidding laa!
taken at Carl's Junior while mugging with Esther and Amanda!


yeah! UPSTAIRS!!
our starbucks after they were finished.
let me try remember what each of us had!
Esther- Mocha Frap with salt(as recommended by me. look at previous posts for salt joke) BernYau- Vanilla (something) frap. she loves hers with vanilla for some reason(:
Me- Caramel frap! ahha, the taste of coffee was stronger than usual, made me crazy high and when I went home, was dead tired/sleepy but I couldn't freaking sleep!
pfffts.
note my small(er) cup of starbucks(:
I can't take too much caffeine! O:


this, is the amusing PDA (look at quiz below)
that guy was playing with her bra strap at some point of time.
and BernYau's head nearly knocked them when she leaned back.
I was so hoping she would but she kept pulling back in time ._.


Esther's STRIPPED PHONE!
wooohoooo!
scandalous phone ever!
(look at previous posts) ahha

I'll always run back
To show you what words never can

ripped from Yang Yi.

Looking forward to something this weekend?
yeah! Sunday tuition! :D:D:D

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
an awful lot.

In the past week have you cried?
was too bust studying the past week to sort out any emotions O:

Is there someone you will never forget?
one in particular? yeap. but I think there's a million more.

Where’s the guy/girl you like right now?
I'm not a stalker!

Do you smoke?
NO and NEVER WILL.

Is any part of your body sore?
thigh muscles!
from last saturday O:
ohno. more split sets tonight.
so fun!

Last thing you ate?
watermelon!

Do you like waking up in the morning to find you have new text msgs?
depends who they are from(:
but generally, yes!
:D
ahha who doesn't like receiving sms-es?!

Who was the last person you laid in bed with?
my sister!

Are you a morning person or a night person?
MORNING!
good morning sunshine! The earth says hello!
:D:D:D

Do you know if anyone likes you?
uh huh.

Do you like someone right now?
a crazy lot.

How do you feel about public displays of affection?
it's gross, shows they're insecure, and sometimes totally funny(likelike that time at up there)!

Can you keep a secret?
of course(:

do you open with your feelings to people?
depends who you're referring to.
it's all about trust.

What are you thinking right now?
I CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW!
and thinking about Halloween party!
rgfencing batch of`10!

Does anyone call you baby?
does babe/darling count?
obviously not.
so no.

What color shirt are you wearing?
blue!

Last thing you drank?
Water. ahha

Do you worry a lot?
hah. unfortunately, yes.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
totally. But i can't help it, can I?

Yang Yi Bites

Ho! You might want to get out of his sight(cite)
unless you want to see the ferocity of his fight, (yeah right)
you up against that length of height.
He's no less than a shiny knight,
too bright against light. (unless it's my light)
Beware of this shiny knight's might
he might take you out in the night!
But do pity his (pathetic) plight;
Ah, that queue a little to his right.
is a little unappealing to my sight.
So he bounds the barrier around him tight.
But I fret him not for he's really gentle at night.


This,Yang Yi, is for (supposedly) your birthday which was too long ago =x
ahahha.
gosh, I still owe Bernyau!
help me think of a word to get her rhyme right!

LET's CELEBRATE my 300th POST WITH A QUIZ! :D

1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
yes, sadly enough.

2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
erm, that time I took my dad's sim card by mistakeD:
he works BY the phone EVERYDAY.

3. How is life going for you right now?
crazily stressed and my stupid teenage love crisis is highly confusing.

4. When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
a guy? let me think...

5. Who can you tell everything to?
everything? a stranger. if not, it's either Esther/Bernyau or Yang Yi(!@#$%^&*) =x
Yang Yi, CHANGED IT(:

7. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN?
ESTHER!<33

8. Last words you spoke?
"I'm studying. heehee!" to my dad cuz he sees that i'm blogging.
LOL

9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
A MILLION TIMES!
on the cheek, that is.
my sister's name starts with a C!

(10? 11? 12?)!!

13. How do you feel about gay marriage?
it goes against the flow of nature.
but then sometimes, they can't help it.
so, I really don't quite know.
I'm still thinking about it.

14. What is the next concert you're going to?
I don't know!
another dance concert, most probably(:

17. Can you play guitar hero?
never even seen the game being played in real life D:
am I deprived or what?

18. Do you like someone?
and it really sucks at this point in time.

21. Is any part of your body sore?
how about ALOT of parts being VERY sore.
SPLITSETS have made me so sore, I walk limping O:
seriously. but then I still LOVE ballet lessons(:

22. Who was your last text from?
Yangyi:
"I'M COMING DARLING, HOLD ON"
and he claims he's a saint.

23. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
Wall-E with primary school friends.
was erm, annoying to watch =x ahhahahaha

24. What do you currently hear?
a little kid screaming downstairs while having the time of his life waddling in the pool.
cute thing he is(:

27. Who did you kiss this year at midnight?
I WISH.
prince charming in my dream(:

28. Who did you last share a bed with?
i don't know. my sister I think ._.

32. Do fish have feelings?
YOU MEAN YOU ASKED ONE?!

33. What do you think of the person you took this from?
she's the nuttiest person who DOESNT know what nut means(:
darling bernyau!

34. What do you currently smell like?
ask my boyfriend?
I can't seem to smell myself._.

35. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
28/30? I WANT TWENTY KIDS!

36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football!
but F1 anytime(:

37. Missing someone right now?
I guess. He's too far away from me now.

38. What's the strangest fact about you?
that I'm poetic when I take on personas. LOL
andand, I don't know? that
I BELIEVE IN FAIRYTALES!!

39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
friends list?!!

43. How much money do you have on you?
none at the moment. I'm at home, stark naked!
LOL. kidding.

44. Do you sleep naked?
LOL. i'm stark naked now, what do you think?._.

45. Favorite color?
BABY BLUEEEEE!

46. Do you burn easily in the sun?
nope, but I can't ever get tan D:
I HAVE COOL FAIR SKIN! :D

47. Do you speak another language other than English?
chinese?

48. What made you happy today?
thinking about that time Esther, Bernyau and I went to UPSTAIRS to study(:
it made me LAUGH(:

49. Do you have a crush on anyone?
does David Archuleta count?

50. If so how long have you liked him for?
centuries!

51. Does he like you?
what do you think!

52. What's something you enjoy?
there's alot.
but if there's ONE thing,
It's life itself.
I reallyreally love dancing though(:
and FENCING:D

53. Where and who did your last hug take place?
today, school, duh. with lots of people, I don't remember who was last.

54. Did you cry today?
wouldn't tell you if I did.
but, nope.

55. Need to get something off your chest?
yeah. but I don't know HOW to say it. I'm dead confused.
Yang Yi thinks I'm dumb figuring that out O:

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway"

~Kelly Clarkson [Breakaway]

'cause you mean too much.

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blogging during eoy times.
sighhhh.
i'm feeling exasperated D:
I so badly want to make it alright.
and do reallyreally well.

personal expo and chinese on friday.
was just ohkay.
I don't know whether to feel satisfied or inadequate.
I thought I did alright, but that was before I heard others talking about their PEs.
D:
do I cry or sigh?

geog (?!) on moday.
followed by lit(!) and english compre on tuesday.
history(: wednesday
math D: (!) and chinese compre thursday
and science:D friday.
preparedness/ liking for the subjects pretty obvious huh.
stressed?!
I don't really want to go for Creative tmr D:

shall blog about happy stuff instead now.

went to 'up there' with Esther and Bernyao to mug after essays day(friday ._.)
there, was really the roof of lido(:
LOL. INSIDE JOKE(:
awesome. i'm feeling better thinking about that afternoon(:
was crazy funfunfun(:
I think Esther was pretty stressed so she was reallyreally weird(:
hahahahahahaha.
we laughed at the dumbest things.
yeapppp.

then we were trying to decide whether we should or not go watch a movie!
so I told them them going to study was a JOKE.
then raising the issue about watching movie did make it a JOKE but then they were persuaing themselves that it COULD NOT be a JOKE.
so we DIDNT MAKE IT A JOKE by going to the movies.
BUT! we made it a JOKE by not studying AT ALL(:
oh wait, I did study my chinese dictionary!
yeahh.
so anyway, after lunch, we bought starbucks which made us nuts later on.
Bernice and I went to buy and Esther waited for us.
soso I told Bernyao my plan.
we were gonna tell Esther that the lady serving us was damn weird.
she asked weird questions!
and then when ordering Esther's mocha frap, she asked if wanted SALT!
so i told esther that I just said yes to all her questions and didnt realise I said YES to the dalt question until later!
SO THERE's SALT IN HER MOCHA FRAP! :D
and when we told esther, I couldn't keep a straight face for nuts.
but thank goodness there was Bernyao who could.
so she told while I kept laughing while facing esther's back.
for a few seconds, ESTHER ACTUALLY BELIEVED.
or tried not to but couldnt decide.
LOL!!

then, there was the NUT JOKE(:
I don't know when esther and I had this convo about nuts.
then she decided that she was in the NUT INDUSTRY.
and I told her that she's got competition cuz my _____ makes bigger nuts.
so we told it to bernyau.
thing is, SHE DID'NT GET IT.
so it became real funny when I built up on the joke.
[to esther]: My _____ not only makes bigger nuts, they nuts he makes are nutural, the ones you manufacture arent.
inevitably, esther and I burst out laughing.
yeahhh(:
and bernyau was like HUH?!!!!!
so she got kevingoh to explain it to her.

there's was manymany more memorable, LOL jokes/statements we made.
but i'm lazy to type them up.
feel free to visit esther and bernyau's blogs for more details and funny quotes from yours truly(:
but I find the kick/feeling/spontaniety/humour/wit of what we say totally gone when we blog it.
hmm, shall bring along video cam next time(:
**our convo was reallyreallyreally crazily LOL funny!(:

Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway