"Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring,
Are you sitting down I need to tell you something,
Enough is enough you can stop waiting to breathe,
And don't wait up for me."

BLG♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
280110!
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I need to tell myself this.
Forget about him and stop beating yourself up over it Elaine.


BRACES TOMORROW! I'm starting to feel strangely excited.
I'm seriously thinking about having it in teal.
okay, I'm gonna take the entire ring and contemplate about it in the clinic tomorrow.
It's little things like this that I fret over. Funny.
Been really dead tired this week. There's wayyyy too many things to do now, esp G8 piano and stuff.
Overall, it's also been a really unfulfilling week, not much going on in school, not getting my work done, practicing the piano only twice this week, not sleeping enough, getting allergy cough (traumatising experience) and not even having fun.
pffffft. Gonna have to plan out my time properly now?
Sec 4's way worse than sec 3. I wonder why nobody told me that.
And, our film cluster is so screwed):
Jean's and Kelly's groups' films are brilliant.
Ours is not even in the middle of filming and to be brutally honest, I don't like the idea of the script (which in the first place was my idea) but you see, I thought of it in a very western way and putting it into our Singaporean society causes it to lose the very essence of my idea. But we're still gonna put all our effort into making a good film, I hope.
it burns time and energy and I really hope it turns out good (but let's not compare it to the others')


On a more random note, I just printed 22 pages of English AA notes on 'English as a lingua franca".
it does seem pretty interesting. At least more interesting than social studies notes hahahaha
English(lesson) not reminds me of when Rachel Yo blogged about Angullia. OMGEEEEEE.
I don't think I'll look at his (pants) the same way again.
Rachel's just plain gross.
AHA. When did I become so saint-like.


Today's been an especially tiring monotonous day for me
almost couldn't survive chem, got damn pissed with S______ in chem and couldn't concentrate during math.
PE with its soccer module is officially my favouritest block of every week now. To think I used to say I don't like soccer and thought it pointless.
But liking it doesn't mean I'm good at it alright. It ruined my favourite pair of shoes. Now the sole is coming off):
It's 1.5 years old already anyway!


I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight;


"RAWR"

is I love you in dinosaur.

Somebody randomly said this and I can't help thinking it's cute.

ELAINE CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S UPDATING HER BLOG AFTER ONE MONTH AND EIGHT DAYS!
Today's kindof like my sister's birthday so Happy Birthday little sister!
I may seem to hate you at most times but you know my life wouldn't be the same without you around.
I hope she doesn't read this(:

Reason for updating my blog: unintentional pressure from Sean Chan.
but I'll have to admit that I do feel like blogging for once anyway.

There's so much things to blog about since the last time, I don't know where to start.
School's pretty much the same. It's week THREE only and we're all like dying from the lack of sleep already. Gah, and watching teevee and Star Wars (all 6 of them) till 1am on weekends doesn't help either.

Star Wars is worth not sleeping!!

Life in school's been great.
Jolynn, Melia, Shir, Dawn, Esther and batchmates.
Seriously wouldn't know what to do without them.
It's one of my resolutions to get closer to them this year :D

Speaking of resolutions, first on my list really is:

"I will not bitch about anyone this year, no matter the circumstance, and even if I'm mad angry."

But if I really have to talk about it, I'd make it as objective as possible and say it to someone who doesn't know the person I intend to non-bitch about.

I realised that we've been getting through everyday with Jolynn's boyfriend scandals. Tsktsk
Melia taught us to be kaypoh and see her fb to find out who she trashed S_____ for.
and rubbish texts and couple pictures! Hahah Jolynn epicccc.
talking to Deenie and Jolynn this afternoon over lunch has revealed many interesting things, of which I shan't name here.
And I'll admit I can't get over him.

I HAVE SEPARATORS IN MY TEETH!
all eight of them.
manohman, all those people who wear braces laughing at my agony.
it's been mashed potatoes and meesua for the past few days and pining for all the foods I can't eat around me.
I'm NOT looking forward to braces and rubber bands this Friday.
But since I don't have a choice, would someone please help me decide what colour I should get!
Jolynn says red and/or pink since it's CNY. But I don't like red or pink. Zac says red and black cuz that was his favourite combination. I threw that suggestion out of the window.
Orange looks nice but it's luminous!
I like teal, but that's so random and un-CNY. There're various shades of blue and purple, but don't you think they're too common?
I said all these to my sister and she was like wts! Then take black la, I don't care. HAHHAA
I've never been known for my decision-making capabilities.

I started to love training sessions. I have also decided that Cairnhill is cool(:
Ms Teo's our permanent coach now. OMG, she's such an awesome coach <3
教练lets us play the most awesome games.
But I still miss Coach James and Coach Yilong):
I can't wait till we get jackets (guess who did everything!!!) and I really hope our HK trip get approved. Kuan and Celine really worked hard on that one. Crossing our fingers and hoping for the best.
Did I mention how dang happy Esther and I are that we can star our merit cca?

My mom's angry with me for buying so much stuff online.
shite, she doesn't even know the number that's gonna be arriving within the next month or so.
it'll probably more than the total number I have already.
"Shopping makes the world better." –Sophie Kinsella
Ohwells.

Which reminds me, today, my sister completes her entire collection of Sophie Kinsella books. Yes, every single book written by her. It all started with the Shopaholic series which I thoroughly enjoyed anyway.

I'm glad we've started off well;