you would be the best present ever.
only if you realised i'm practically fawning over you.

I LOVE JASON MRAZ.
I LOVE ONE REPUBLIC.
I LOVE MELEE.
GOGO SIMPLE PLAN.
GOGO PANIC AT THE DISCO.
JAMIE SCOTT's THE BOMB.

I WANT TO GO FOR SingFEST `08.
second best present ever.

B-Boyz and Ballerina, Best Show Ever.

It’s got the most awesome dance moves I’ve ever seen in my entire life.

Those jaw-dropping stunts and amazing pops, with a zest of authenticity and another twist of pure talent, and most of all, an entire unit of chemistry.

Yes, somehow, I think that the only reason they are so unbelievably awe-inspiring is because of the chemistry they have. The crew, they all seem so attached, they know not only one another so well, they know one another’s bodies, movements, actions.

Bringing breakdancing to a whole new level.

Non-stop pumping energy, music, enthusiasm and wonderful choreography.

Set me wanting more and wondering how one and a half hours could possibly have passed so fast.

The fastest 1.5 hours of my life.

Plus, this crew of 19 professional dancers connected with the audience to well.

Bernice and I were sitting right at the front row, less than a metre from stage.

The perfect position I’m telling you.

They’ll come so near to you and dance, move just to give us a thrill of up-close and personal. Then, they’d come streaming in, literally from all ends of the theatre, hugging, kissing and teasing us lucky audience.

Clad in a full show of bagginess, they leave us wondering what the mechanism working behind these thin layers of cloth is.

Wonderful shoes too.

Whoosh! One moment he’s there one moment he’s not.

They’d slide, curl, jump, drop, hit, land, kick, shake, scream, cheer, clap, shimmy, hip-thrust, spin, head-stand, twist, flip.

They make you wanna be up there, be one of them beautiful dancers.

They’re who I want to be, who I want to get to know, whom amaze, create, fascinate, enthrall, and leave us at an acute loss of words.

There's so much more I'd like to share and pen down here. But I'm sorry I can't, for words, this time, will not do justice to the reality of it all.

They’re bringing sexy back.


I <33 Fencing

yeap, fencing today was really cool.
learnt footwork which was, kind of tough to me cuz I had leg cramps!
we warmed up!
but oh wells, I guess I tensed it too much like during pointe.
but! footwork is actually fun, contrary to what my brother said.
hrrmmphh.
I don't care,
I'm joining fencing!
screw my mom dammit.
and yeah,
fencing FTW!
noobs; Esther, Amanda, Stef, Ling Ling and Me :D:D
Beatrice is like pro :D
oh, and poking's fun too

hah, Esther has cute -.- looks :D:D
like really really cute.
and, she got herself a new nick name=x
konnuyaku jelly
don't ask :D
no wait, ASK!

said I'd blog about the last episode of The O.C;
here it goes.

The O.C, season 1, episode 27.
The saddest of all.
the only episode which made me cry.
gosh, can't believe i'm admitting it.
but anyway, Ryan moves back to Chino with Theresa.
I don't like Theresa, she screwed Ryan and Marissa's relationship.
at least Ryan does return to O.C- read spoilers.
but heck, Marissa dies in season 4!
WTH, how's the story going to carry on?!
anyway, actually I teared at like the last 5 minutes of episode 27.
it all started when Marissa walks into Ryan's room, the poolhouse.
the poolhose is like some kind of symbol,
it identifies with Ryan and only Ryan.
but because he's left, the room's empty for the first time since episode 1.
the sheets were neat and clean.
but it was strangely empty, hollow.
Marissa burst our crying;
which started mine.
it's kind of like deja vu for her.
like, the love of her life missing.
same feelings
.
gosh, I've got so attached to this series.
especially its characters.
rah! Ryan and Marissa are the perfect-est non-alike couple ever.
it's disappointing to see how it all turns out.

hah!
anyway,
eleven days to my birthday!

It's once again to my mom, so hated.
hey bitch
you never cared, so why say that "then I won't have to care anymore"?
I fucking hate you.
so beat that.

"Starting a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve."

re-phrased from Carrie Underwood's Ever Ever After.
I'd like to, reallyreally would like to.

school's been okay so far.
in fact, it's been a teeny weeny bit better than how I remembered it to be.
my only hope is that it will only get better.
yeah, English lessons have been getting fun :D
amazing, no?

went to Tea Chapter as an activity for Chinese week today.
went with Alisa and Selene!
was fun getting to know Selene!
she was in Glory Kindergarten!!
no wonder she's always looked so familiar :D
she found me familiar too :D
hahaha.
the tea thing wasn't anything too new actually.
in fact, the one in China was cooler(:
then went home with Alisa.
she lives just a coupleof minuted from me,
so we both took 970 from Chinatown home.
heh, it was pretty long but Alisa fell asleep so she thought it was fast!
heh, I can never fall asleep on buses, not even when I'm really tired D:
oh wells.
rahhhhh. I want to eat an ice-creeeaaam!
:D:D:D:D

nothing more;
tata for now :D

shall blog about last episode of season 1 ofThe O.C tomorrow or something(:

iloveajerk.

Seth: Not now, Mom, I'm studying naked.
Summer: Ew!
Seth: Summer? Come in!
Summer: No way!

[later]
Summer: Go away, I'm studying... naked!
Seth: That's supposed to keep me away?


see? Seth and Summer are the cutest couple ever!
hahahaha.

and since a couple of people have being asking, here's what I want for my birthday, which is like 15 days from now! :D

in no accordance:

# a leather anklet [not exactly genuine leather but of that texture and colour.]
# a leather necklace [ditto above.]
# a belt, preferable one that's not brown
# a small pencil box, as in not those super long ones from The Wallet Shop. One that can fit a 15cm ruler [not 20cm] would be the best.
# a clutch!
# a JUMPER!
# THE love letter pendant
# THE rose
# all-expenses-paid wake boarding lessons! [Rain, you listening?]
# Sunday's At Tiffany's by James Patterson
# slippers
# dresses
# earrings
# blouses
# heels ha.ha.
# BOOKS!
# Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer [ I don't even mind if you give it late(:]
# contacts
# David Archuleta's and Cook's albums! [late presents welcomed.]


i'll add more when I think of anything :D

# most of all, I'd like someone who'll love me more than a friend ever can.

I.CANNOT.BELIEVE.THAT.THE.HOLIDAYS.ARE.OVER.
the sense of foreboding dread is overwhelming.
screwww.

like Rain, I've spent my holidays doing all the wrong things.
but at least I watched 19.5 episodes of the O.C.
gosh, I wish I'd started watching earlier, to at least finish season one.
there're four, by the way.
but it's a good thing I stopped at 19.5 episodes.
Seth and Summer finally announce themselves Sethmer.
cute right.
something to make me smile before I fall asleep tonight.
gosh sleep's gonna be the the interlude to this horror movie?
hope not though.
anyway, yeah.
Seth's like the sweetestcheesiest dork ever.
<33
cutedorksaremything(:

Marissa: I love you.
Ryan: er...uh, Thanks?


that event was super cute.
ahhaha.
anyway, Ryan told Marissa he loved her in the end.
but as of now, they've broken up.
but they were a super cute couple.

-------------------------------------------

I'd like to say this to my mom someday.
but right now, I just dont have the guts to:

You've never really supported me to dance in the first place.
I thought maybe if I didn't, you'd be happy.
but no, you said that "I don't appreciate what you and daddy have done for me".
and all my life, all I've done is try to please you, try to make you happy.
I've never been myself when I'm around you.
and you don't even try to understand.
you know that I love dancing and I swear, I will never give it up for the world.
but when I chose to quit Ms Kee, did you ever ask yourself 'Why would she? She loves dancing so much!'?
and not it's my fault?
know what?
if I had the chance to rewind, I wouldn't spend half my life trying to please you.
when you even bother to ask, you want to hear only the good things.
so I never tell you anything else.
never.
and it's not like I've got people to tell in the first place.
truth is, you dont know your children as well as you think you do.
but don't quit trying.
you might get it when I turn thirty.

and just a note,
I'm NOT giving up dancing.
I was playing.

hmm.
was reading my previous previous post and actually, I DONT WANT to marry a footballer?
ahhahaha
actually, I don't really care.
but erm, jocks irk me ><

tag replies :D

yangyi] ahha. was nice listening (: ecstatic it worked? ahah. i'm amazed you camt to me. i mean, I've never even dated! =x I dont plan to break that anytime soon though (:

Xintong/Pingzheng] erm, yes! that Ryan. recognised him by the tattoo on his left leg?yeap, then checked his nametag to confirm (: I think he recognised us too. he stared for wuite a while but I refused to look at him in the eye?
haha. i'm still too embarrassed ><
ps. he doesn't look as shuai with that hairstyle LOL

PZ] ahha same here, thanks :D come December... I refuse to be the one planning, I think. ahah

amanda yim] heyyy! ahha erm, I don't know if to have a birthday party? LOL. i'll have to organise. doubt anyone in sec school will be that nice to throw me a surprise one? ahah. aww. yuo've got the rest of the day after yr practice right?
haha. twenty days!

waye] ohman. why didn't you ask me earlier! kaykay, remind me.

"Soccer players do it in eleven different positions."

I'm so marrying a footballer!
[ahha. Waye, if you read this, yeah, I do intend to get married when yours truly's striker/mid-fielder/whatsoever comes along.]
unless you can think of someone who does it in more than eleven positions.
guess which is my favourite?

haha, there's the quote I promised.
told you it'd be funny.
I read it in "Go Figure" by Jo Edwards.
nice book, really :D

so anyway, sorry for the absolute lack of updates.
been spending 99.9% of my time online watching THE O.C!
it's freakingly addictive, and not to mention, awesomezzz.
mmhmmm. it's better than Gossip Girl.
I <33>
ahahha.
Adam Brody's amazingly charming.

in real live and in The O.C, that is.
yeapppppp.
episode 11 darling.

shall blog about yesterday :D
went out for Father's Day lunch at Jack's Place at Anchorpoint.
got Jack's special STEAK!
ahha. Steak ROCKS :D
medium, that is.
the total cost was not as high as I expected it to be, considering everyone got sets and my dad ordered one dozen escargots.
escargots are the love(:
so anyway, lunch was pretty eventful, self-explanatory.
[for my family, that is]
then me and my mom went shopping while my dad fetched my bro and sister home.
bought a shineh Goldlian belt for my dad.
I still don't get why my dad likes Goldlian.
I'd take AX anytime.
whahahahhahahahhahahahahhahah.
then went around looking for dresses.
totally futile attempt.
according to my mom, you can't shop for elegant dresses.
they just come along.
I need a dress for formal occasions.
those that I have aren't nice enough.
to me, at least.
hah. spent an entire 1.5 hours in front of a Clinique counter.
my mom takes forever to get cosmetics.
and they're are not even make-up!
she bought 87628 moisturizes.
I don't think that's a girl thing.
it's more of a very-grown-up-woman kind of thing.
no offence =x
was served by this man, whose got like, flawless complexion at the age of 30+
I'll bet he takes estrogen pills.
his voice is too high for a guy.
which reminds me, when he said "HUH?!" at some point, and it was super low,
I turned around to check who said it><
guess the pills are not thoroughly effective, are they.
anyway, he was nice, very nice though.
haha.
guess he must be very passionate about what he does, no?
okay meanmeanmean.
he's not that bad :D

then had dinner, looked for more dresses, got nothing and bussed home.
gosh, PDA at it's maximum.
some Korean guy trying to french his girlfriend, except that he can't do it properly.
doesn't know how to, actually.
lacks social etiquette:
horrifying.

today was mostly The O.C, The O.C and more The O.C ><
more The O.C for now?

tata!

I need someone.
I need a man.

The O.C is way cooler than Gossip Girl.
started watching yesterday but I am at episode 6.
there's like 3 seasons!
The O.C ROCKS :D

I'll hang on.
I'll hold up, for some.

"The foreplay is usually more exciting than the event it self."

can't say for sure until you've tried it.
but, I think I would agree.
but in this case, let's not use it in that way.

110608 wasnt as fun as intended.
but was still great.
saw Ryan.

Today was fun.
Thanks, for being so darn nice(:
<33

I never had no one
I could count on
Ive been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin
So tired of searchin
till you walked into my life
It was a feelin
I'd never known
And for the first time
I didn't feel alone

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend, oh yeah

You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
Youre right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don't know where Id be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don't know where Id be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend
You're my best friend

I love the chorus.
It's a nice feeling when you say my best friend.
It's taking too long,
but I'll wait.
Till then, best friend.

The Click Five R.O.C.K.E.D.

I shan't blog about it in detail.
but i'm pretty high, which is freaking unusual for me =x
There's too much and I really think that if I do a review on it, my words would not do it justice.
but then again, it's a first =x
anyway, I reallyreally loved Joey Zehr!
drummers rock !!(:
haha. andand gosh,
he makes the beats to last a lifetime :D
CJ was obsessed with Joe Guese as I was with Joey Zehr.
mainly cuz he had those wonderful toys she so wanted(:
his guitar was awesome too, in any way :D
hmm. don't know much about what Waye was most fascinated over.
but what I do know, is that he acted pretty gentlemanly the entire time.
or maybe he just wasn't bold enough :D
but yeah, he was really nice.
Thanks ChengJing & Waye, for making that night so memorable<33


This is one of my favourites.
It captured the essence of the feeling the stage gave to those off it.
Taken during Headlight Disco
another of their best might I add :D
gosh. loved the energy!! and sound and everything about it.
but I'd say the songs which got the audience screaming/jumping/singing the most are Catch My Wave! Jenny, Happy Birthday and Just The Girl!!!
ahah. gosh, Happy Birthday has been ringing in my ears since :D


I like this picture alot too.
mainly because I love Kyle's pose.
and Joey Zehr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the best together.
classic.

that's all I'm saying about this awesome concert.
maybe just one more thing;

Had the night, the time of my life.
HardCoreClickFiveFan:D

memories better than anything and everything else;
even as they begin to fade,
we know that if we treasured it so much,
re-living it isn't just a mere possibility,
it's reality.
reminisce and re-live-