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Current favourite person on earth: thanks for making my day. prizes for guessing who right! MATT DAMON! :D :D :D most favourite actor, funnyman, family guy and role model, ever. I shall be keeping the last page of today's life seection real good. Three words. Oh my chem): I have to moan and get angry and throw something at somebody or crash everything glass that I can possibly put my hands on NOW. blogger only allows me the first option. So here goes. moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan moan okay, I'm done. on a brighter note, I've mastered typing 'moan' Wishes don't come true. (especially when you work real hard for `em)Lit and Math PT-ing and suddenly feel like not touching them two at all for a while. It's actually been more than a little while ut still can't get myself to start doing them again. It feels really demoralising when you have to sit for three papers consecutively and come out realising you prolly screwed them all up. I didn't write all my points for social studies down, NO TIME. I think my first and only point was quite weak and my counter is a stronger point. My essay wasn't persuasive and the way I ended it?- abrupt and rushed. Math was, in summary, NO TIME. You don't want to get me started on my Mfreaking2. And Chinese, as usual, didn't finish. At least for once, at least 5 and definitely more people didn't finish one to two questions which is 8-ish marks. I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. Happye(-sh sad). No reason for tuition teacher/mom to nagnagnag at my slowness and lack of time management. (which is true and I know that already, darn it) Semi-great time with Beatrice, the light and joy of my life, today. you know I'm exaggerating x10000 right. created the MONSTER CAKE as she calls it. aha smart la, put the oven heat coming only from the top. The frosting will be amazing with MnMs, I don't care what you say. And people, you've got to say it's a pretty brilliant cake even if you've got to lie through your teeth when you say it. AHA. I don't trust Betty Crockers now. Making from scratch is the way to go. (hahah omg, after your Os, we shall do together again. At least I'll be able to go over at 7am and leave the next day 7pm or something!) it's frustrating when your penpal don't reply you when you want him/her to NOW. And won't add you on msn or fb because the novelty of penpal-ing will be gone. (which is true) But I'm kinda stuck as to what to say anymore): Up against myself but I don't feel like I can win. song of mood: Jump- Simple Plan feeling super unmotivated in life in general. suddenly can't concentrate studying, get super discouraged easily, don't feel like going for training, don't feel like doing anything at all SIGH): I suddenly feel like there's a shitload ton of stuff piled on me but I don't really know what. it's the SA season and PTs and AAs and Interschools): I guess this happens when you've got nothing to look forward to and you where you are in life now is really not where you want to be. actually, maybe I have things to look forward to but they're just so far away from where I stand now and there're so many hurdles to cross over before I can reach it and I feel discouraged just thinking about them hurdles ahead of me. Look forward to Wednesday and baking with Beatrice, maybe that's good enough to carry me through the week.We'll see. because the clock can't rewind and time won't pass. HAPPY SWEET 16th KEVIN! is it too much to ask when all you're asking for is to have fun? Black and White it's times like that, that bring out the best and worst in people. it was a small matter but I guess it has helped me/us see for real know who the peoplewe can trust and rely on are. I chose to hold on to the hope that he'd redeem himself with every chance blatantly laid out in front of him but time and again, he's proven himself not the man we all knew him to be. I guess in doing and saying the things I have while hanging on to hope, I've humiliated myself one too many times. But then maybe it's worth it because I now know that you're really not worth it. time a-wasting |