Don't Close Your Eyes

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prelims - the horror...

english is so difficult ):
chinese improved like A LOT((:
yayea(: and i partly owe it to huang lao shi.thank you(:
science unexpectedly GOT A BAND 1 ?!
math.darn missed like a mark to A* !!!???wth

i'm reallyreallyreally confused with my heart.
i dont know what to do.
and i dont want this to happen...
?????????????????????????????

and i wanna thank these people.
cL* jean huiwen and a guy
for erm. jean and cL* for being so nice and telling me the real meaning of friendship <3
and that guy for a reason unknown.
thankyouu<3

í love youuu. reallyreallyreally confused. xxx

MY UTTERLY FAVOURITE SONG

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alrightFor once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't preten
dJust thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

probably because this is totally how i feel now.
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry...

í love youu. hurt. xxx

the prelims are finally over.yayy.ahha
hrm.what should i write?!

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let's say i HATE people who tease me about MARCUS.
marcus is erm like a reallyreally great [and cute]guy.
this particular girlwhose name i will not name is teasing me like crap!
darn.now marcus is like very 'paiseh'.
sheesh.i dont want that to happen.
why cant it be what it always is?
can you[marcus] not act like that.
it hurts.
a lot.
<3

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and there's this girl i am really liked tissed off with.
i hate people who never care about people's feelings.
and- people who force others to tell then their crushes.
its darn irritating.

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í love youu xxx xxx
p.s. will you love me?

mugging.mugging.mugging.
and i'm not done (x
i cant wait.

maybe if you knew, then you'd believe me.

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me
I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and game
sKeep playing emI'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where
I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

Or maybe it is.
I'll be there .
Then you'd believe me.

í love youu<3

whoa.
news spreads like so fast.
wth?!
even tian jie knows leh.
hai.
i DONT LIKE that W guy... ...
ask.
i wont mind.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

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if only you knew... ...
that i'd be there for you.
love me?

i'm gonna sign off with í love youu until i confess who i love.
i promise(:

í love youu xxx

3 days to PSLE oraL....

wahhh!!!
so fast oraL already.must mug until i go bonkers alreadyy!!

hrm.so late and i havent leanr ting xie and mo xie!arh.heack learn during assembly tomorrow.yay

happy birthday MARCUS(:

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I let someone go,
that someone so precious.
that someone... ...
but i'll never let you go,
never... ... ... ... ...

maybe this someone,
someone so special,
had realised... ...
don't let go*** *** **

I love youuu... ... ...

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

rumours... ...

remedial.
darn funny lah.
me,abby and huiwen were chatting about boys that we like.
then dont know how marcus came in.
and they were like i think marcus like you[me]
and they decided to ask him.
wth!

they did.after remedial.
marcus was like o.O
huh?!
and what he said??
GO FIGURE!!
haha

i like marcus arh?
yup.i love him in like a brotherly sort of way
haha

great.now got this funny rumour going round.

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just back from school.
watched with a couple of friends I NOT STUPID TOO like, again.
so touching.
I CRIED!
lols.not many people realised.i started crying the same time as abby.
cherie cried to XD
shawn lee!lols.

after that had to go home.
duh-uh
my sis also watched and missed her bus.
i cant be lieve i'm so evil.
i just told her go and call mom.and left her behind.
i dont know why.
cant explain why i was just so selfish.

i'm sorry... ...