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today,i found something that hurt more than beaing humiliated.
being HEARTBROKEN
i have never felt so deeply for any guy before.
not to talk about crying over HIM.

you took that heartless dagger of yours,
and stabbed it into my heart.
i cry myself to sleep.
that feeling of unspeakable hurt...

i wonder did you ever think about how i feel if you told me that,
a week before PSLEs?
it causes a major distraction.
i'm not trying to say you're heartless.
you're the nicest guy i've ever known..
i hate your guts.
i can see through lies.
i cant prove it nevertheless.
i thought you'll understnd,you thought you did too.but,
No,you dont understand.
i'm twelve only.
my first rejection and first true love or is it?

course we are still friends.
course we can talk till late at night,like always.
but will i ever feel your wonderful embrace?
i wonder.

i dont want to be afraid.
three words,
i love you.
because i really do.
i cried,could that prove it more?

give it time to heal.
till i find soneone who's as good for me as you.
a long way ahead we both have.
but now,
all that matters to me is you.

you dont really care.do you?
it's not like we ever had a beginning.
if i look down,
even as i type this,
i'll see,
saltish drops splattered all over my key board.
and i thought that missing piece of me... ...

i'm not gonna say something likeýou're a heartless piece of shit

because that would hurt even more.
you see,
i love you,
even if it was wasting my time.
so,
good bye,i say,my last,
i love you.

this is how a heart breaks.

the mysteries of life sometimes cant be unlocked. you've got to find your way and yourself. there's no point not letting people know how you feel.becuase it wont help.dont hide yourself anymore.you've got to stand up for yourself.your loved one might naver love you back and you've got to accept that fact.then maybe you wont be so sad.that's not how you want to feel inside.but you've got to believe that your loved one might just be there for youand you cant escape the fact that...dont make me hang in the air but i dont want you to be that.i'm be there for you.remember...

i couldnt make this sound better,but sorry.because i just want to say that,

i love you.

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to three people,
whom i really care in my life.

and to me.

it's almost 5 and i havent finish no work.
that is,except,math.
oh crapcrapcrap.
still have erm,a science paper,english paper,tuition homework[chi paper],sci tuition homework[sci paper]
dammit.

so much tuition on sat. no time to do at all):

didnt go to school today.
a little flu and cough but no biggie.
so far, did a pile of work.
whoa~

anyway,i'm quite bored now.
besides doing work, my mom forbids me to do anything else.
well, not exactly.
haha
no one's online now!!
its only 1pm!!
wish i had someone to talk crap to...
-_-

love you<3
and you know it(:

you know it alreadyy(:
need i say more?
unbelievable isnt it?

now i just want to know if you like me.
yea.

+sweep up a pretty smell+

i love you<3

when we locked eyes.
i miss you so.

í love youuu
i DONT drop hints for nothing.
absolutely.
<3

since you caught my eye,
i couldnt stop thinking about you.
that's all i wanna say.

í love youu.then i'll kiss you.<3

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IN LOVING MEMORY
STEVE IRWIN
44 YEARS OLD.

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yeah.
i'm sad too.

love youu. xxx.

1 more month!!

hrm.saw jia hong yesterday when i was out.
he didnt recognise me.but i think he thought i looked familiar.
i had my hair down anyway.
hrm.he looked so cute in his jersey-like top.
not that i like him anyway.
haha.
but the more interesting think eh.
is that he OFFERED to carry some stuff for his mom.
erm?
so FILIAL!
and i'm not laughing.he's so unbelievably guai.
i dont even do that!!
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I HATE MY SISTER!!!
fuck her.and i mean it-totally
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my crush has changed.
that's all i'm gonna say

love you. xxx but you dont know it