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Elaine.0707 RGS Class of 2010 Fencing Ekam Eveileb I'm coming to find you even if it takes all night;♥ |
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today,i found something that hurt more than beaing humiliated. being HEARTBROKEN i have never felt so deeply for any guy before. not to talk about crying over HIM. you took that heartless dagger of yours, and stabbed it into my heart. i cry myself to sleep. that feeling of unspeakable hurt... i wonder did you ever think about how i feel if you told me that, a week before PSLEs? it causes a major distraction. i'm not trying to say you're heartless. you're the nicest guy i've ever known.. i hate your guts. i can see through lies. i cant prove it nevertheless. i thought you'll understnd,you thought you did too.but, No,you dont understand. i'm twelve only. my first rejection and first true love or is it? course we are still friends. course we can talk till late at night,like always. but will i ever feel your wonderful embrace? i wonder. i dont want to be afraid. three words, i love you. because i really do. i cried,could that prove it more? give it time to heal. till i find soneone who's as good for me as you. a long way ahead we both have. but now, all that matters to me is you. you dont really care.do you? it's not like we ever had a beginning. if i look down, even as i type this, i'll see, saltish drops splattered all over my key board. and i thought that missing piece of me... ... i'm not gonna say something likeýou're a heartless piece of shit because that would hurt even more. you see, i love you, even if it was wasting my time. so, good bye,i say,my last, i love you. this is how a heart breaks. |