someone said something.
i want to comment on it.
here it goes...

that someone commented,like
you are not half as popular as me.
well,not so direct,of course.

i wanna say,
i dont give a shit about popularity.
I DONT
i'm really happy to have great friends,
friends who care about me.
it doesnt really matter if i'm not half as popular as you are
*pukes* to you.whatever that means.
and i'm not dumb.
indirectly,you're also trying to say
that i dont half as much as you deserve to hang out with cL or any of her cliques.
i'm glad that they like me,of course. [thank you(:]
but you see,i dont intend to be one of them.
they're GREAT,of course.
but now,i'm far more happy than words can describe to be someone they saw as a friend.
and that i am who i am.

i used to be one of them,that was,
years ago.
but no,i wasnt searching for popularity.i dont care!
i dont give a shit if you knew everyone in the world and boast about that fact.

i just like to be who i am with,
who i totally am,
and what i am.

i thought you werent who i thought you were,but i guess i'm wrong.
and a note to whoever's searching for popularity,
DONT.
everyone will find a place they fit in,
even if they were loosers.
because, loosers always win.
the irony is because,
they are worthy.they are.

just look at the mess you're in.

popularity?
i dont give a damn shit.

sorry,i needed to vent my anger.




even when everything's gone,all that is left behind is a trace of a beautiful memory<3'