when you're feeling sad,
smile.that's all i'm asking for.
oh and you can eat chocolates.
because somehow it helps release some scientific stuff that makes you happy.
yea.so smile and chill.
because that's all i'm asking forr(:

oh yah.just read a book in 2 hours it's wayy good.
it's damn touching.
it made me tear(X
there's some disgusting stuff though.
it's something about a girl,sand piper[piper according to the way she likes.]
she's had oral s** with 10 boys.it's sort if an addiction.
when she finally realised ger mistake,too late.
her ex-ex-bf started harrasing her,her pet,her sis.
and finallt tried to rape her.
but in the midst of all,she met a guy.The Walker as he goes.
he helps her through
and despite the many hardships,lies,truths and up and downs,
they are an inseparatable pair.
her dad[divorced]finds about about the walker.
he's an ex-criminal.killed his nephew ACCIDENTALLY.
but his family never forgave him,no matter what.
finally they both were injured badly by piper's ex-ex-bf during the rape.
but through out thick and thin,their friendship and love built up.
the trail would start.

'aidan[his real name]you have an appoinment with the therapist tomorrow.you have you go'i whispered to him.
'i know,'he said.then, he stared into my eye'only if you'll go with me,'he said quietly.
when i smiled,his lips cracked open into a lopsided grin.
'nothing i'd rather do,'i said....
[an extract of 'Sandpiper' by ellen wittlinger]


i just wanted to be someone you could look up to in times of i dont know,
whatever...NOTHING ELSE.