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i know i'm not really good at words but here it goes.

sorry amanda for making you late and dragging you along and making you feel bad, really bad.

sorry xin tong for making you wait, making your father wait, for making you a victim of your mom's anger due to me dragging you along and making you late, for helping me apologise while i felt so much worse than you and was totally stoned and for making you feel really really bad too.

sorry ping zheng for making you late, making you tell the workers the problem, being blamed for it once[though jokingly], for making you wait with me but not getting the lift in the end and making you feel really bad too.

and most importantly, THANK ryan kor[i shall cal him call cuz he's older than us and young] for doing something he could have chose not to do .and not just doing it, but not succeeding after trying and apologising for it. not just that, he was hurt.

his physical pain plus all of your guilt multiplied twice would not match the guilt i feel.

a brother like him.

happy new year folks.

hey there!
LATEST gathering updates(:

1. 31st december, monday!
;date CONFIRMED!

2.SENTOSA!
;CONFIRMED!

3.gift exchange: to all who's going, please bring at least 2 presents, worth between 5~10 bucks for gift exchange. one of them will be given to one of the charity sixers you're not so close to [eg-ping zheng cannot give that to cherie and vice versa. BUT one of them can give it to me(:] yes, so you'll all be paired to give a gift suitable for tyour chosen individual yourself :D
and the the other gift is just foe normal girt exchanges, yeap!
but if you're pretty darn generous, like ping zheng, you can give everyone! [yay auntie ping!] haha
;gift exchange CONFIRMED

4.we're having lunch together!
;lunch together CONFIRMED

5.meeting at PING ZHENG's HOUSE! call me or PZ for her address!
;meeting place CONFIRMED!

6.meet at 11.30AM!
;meeting time CONFIRMED!

7.bring TOWELS, SLIPPERS, EXTRA CLOTHES[including undergarments!]!!! MUST!!!!

8. people going; abigail, amanda, carmen, elaine, evie, jing ying, ping zheng, xin tong and yi ting!

9. plans; meet at PZ's house for gift exchange, reach west mall at approx 12! lunch at west mall, take the mrt to vivo! [hang out a little?] then head to sentosa siloso beach first, take the luge!!!! then anything!! woohoo (:

yeap.
that's about it folks!

i just dont feel like updating but.
nothing interesting's happened lately):
the last most interesting thing was probably shopping for christmas gifts with STEPH!

i had to look for presents for my primary school firends for the gathering i'm organising as well as for my bro!
i didnt get much until steph left.
went to the levels steph didnt go and found what i wanted(:
yaye.
i still havent got my bro's present yet though.
but i got his birthday present already!
weird huh.
i cant give it to him for christmas, for sure.
ahhh. wonder much?
go figure!

heh. went eng kong playground just now!
was super funnnn:D
hrmm. i'm bored now!
dang. why cant my parents just celebrate christmas and stop being kill-joyers?!
religion. argh not again.

see? my bro went for service and he'll be with his mates,
having a wunnnnerrful time.
and i'm stuck at home.
pffffft.
oh yeah which reminds me.
shoot. i missed polar expresssss!!
i'm just bad at remembering stuff like that man.

i'm seriously dreading the time when school term starts.
yes, i hate rg.

i finally know what i want for christmas.
sighhhh

JASON BOURNE!
jeez. the BOURNE TRILOGY's ultimate.
bourne ultimatum.
made it to my favourites.

DIE HARD4.0!
not too far back either(:
and yes, it rocks too!

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About You Now

It was so easy that night
Should’ve been strong
Yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was nothing to compare too

I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel
About you

There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing i'm sure of
That I know how I feel
About you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
About you now

All that it takes
One more chance
Don’t let our last kiss
Be our last
Give me tonight and I’ll show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel
About you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
About you now

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
That I don’t think about you
And there’s no moving on
Cause I know you’re the one
And I can’t be without you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
About you now

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
About you now

But I know how I feel
About you now

Yet I know how I feel
About you now

it took me to realise, now that you're away
and will be for what will seem like years to me.

due to a special request[which hardly comes in],
i shall blog about yesterday!

did cip at orchard yesterday.
i was supposed to go at 9, then changed to 10.
but i lived up to my reputation and came LATE.
at 11.
whahahaha. the darn bus took ages.
yeah. anyway, we were supposed to tear paper.
supposedly with huijie, tej and kenneth:D
but then huijie left to do sth else so i was with tej.
that, left me stranded.literally.
i've never been good with words around strangers.
no scratch that.
boys i just got to know.
at that time, kenneth was still not around. he was later.
haha.
when he finally arrived, it was weirder
><perfect time for the paper shredding machine to break down.
tearing paper caused me to have three cuts):

i'll credit TEJ for the next paragraph(:

We packed.you guys did. i didnt.
then took a forty- five minute lunch break thanks to two people who had to eat at Long John Silvers at Far East Plaza Which is so far.
YOU GUYS SAID ANYTHING!! and kenneth didnt say he wanted taka when we asked):
hahah.
then the fish was like so hot!
so i was like cooling my mouth, trying to eat and laughing all at the same time!
and they all were also laughing.yeah. it WAS hilarious. but tej, you were doing that on purpose!. heh and hui jie was so darn amused:D
haha.
then kenneth told us some funny story about how his shower stopped in the middle of the end of his shower before he put soap and after he overslept which was after i sent him an sms afterwhich he ignored my sms to sleep and after that he ignored his alarm clock and then finally woke up and ran all the way to the mrt.
Long story.
Little sense.
agreeable. oh man. kenneth's more amusing.
so since we took so long for lunch, we decided that in case they asked, we would say we got stalked.
uh huh. like this gay guy who wants to stalk a couple of pretty faces and 2 girls?!
Just planning for worst case. tej, you can use that as a pick up line.
with some sense put in front of that line i meant .

woohoo.
finally, a post with guys worth mentioning.
it's not everyday you get to meet darn nice guys.
thank goodness i found their numbers.
credit me for our second meeting(:
plus we live at the north[kenneth], south[huijie],east[tej] and west[me!] of singapore.
and four of us meet at ONE PLACE, AT THE SAME TIME & END UP AS FRIENDS.
and yes, i belive in fate.

it's way beyond a pretty face,
way beyond superficiality
and way beyond dumbness.

i'm sorry i'm a victim of the latter.

first day of anti-candy strike.
chocolates not included.

if i had a choice,
i'd would definitely choose to re-live this whole day.
I WISH.

okay. an improvament.
i guess i broke my promise. but still.
haha.

shy queen. no?):

SWEET!