i know i'm not really good at words but here it goes.

sorry amanda for making you late and dragging you along and making you feel bad, really bad.

sorry xin tong for making you wait, making your father wait, for making you a victim of your mom's anger due to me dragging you along and making you late, for helping me apologise while i felt so much worse than you and was totally stoned and for making you feel really really bad too.

sorry ping zheng for making you late, making you tell the workers the problem, being blamed for it once[though jokingly], for making you wait with me but not getting the lift in the end and making you feel really bad too.

and most importantly, THANK ryan kor[i shall cal him call cuz he's older than us and young] for doing something he could have chose not to do .and not just doing it, but not succeeding after trying and apologising for it. not just that, he was hurt.

his physical pain plus all of your guilt multiplied twice would not match the guilt i feel.


a brother like him.



happy new year folks.