"Take care of my heart- I left it with you."


yesterday(:
R.O.C.K.e.d
started after huijie spooked both of us about about an imaginary[hopefully] bai yi ren.
lollers.
no comment about the fen hong yi ren in hui jie's blog!
claudia, hui jie and i started making the lamest joke ever.
and i was being slow at some point, and claudia pointes it out to me.
so i said, quite spontaneously:
"i'm not slow, i'm cold!"
doesnt make much sense
but if you follow my train of thought,
i said it cuz the joke she said, was cold.
so i blurted the i'm cold thing without thinking[much].

ohoh.
and the funniest!

Shaothepau: Oh dear! Elaine, can i borrow your red paint.
Me: eh sure.
[shaowei picks up the tube of paint that is covered in RED,which says 'vermilion' on it]
Shaothepao: Is vermilion red?
Me: NOOOOOOOOOooooooooo!it's BLUEEeeeeee.
Shaothepao[whiny]: OH DEAR! i need redddd!

she took veryvery long to figure that out.
lol.
chew chia is so gullible(:
and i'm NUTS(:
everyone is!
but. guess who started it?!
not so difficult to guess figure it out right?

ohoh. our entire bench was talking in weird voices.
tsktsk. we were so unbelievably high.
kind of embarrassing you know?
and hui jie held a personal conversation with huijie1 and huijie2.
i'm not surprised, mind you.
i'm influential.
well, sort-off.
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skipped lunch and had bad gastric today.
thy shall learn from her mistakes.
vomiting, freezing and having headaches are not the best things that could happen to one.
pffffft.
i did feel really bad.
oh great. i have a food restriction and constriction.
ended up missing softball and that totally sucks.
i'm far behind enough )':
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ECLIPSE!
i'm at page 567,
coincidentally.
i'm in a love-hate relationship with it, currently.
but really, they're both the most passionate emotions on earth.
heh. i dont wanna put it down.
but now i dont wanna pick it up because
i dont want it to end, ever.
but i NEED to read it or i'll start whining tomorrow.
and trust me, i had to sleep very late the past few nights because of it.
and i slept horribly.
the plot and characters never escaping from my thoughts.
everything, yes everything makes me link to something to do with the story.
omgosh. i'm a gonner.
ohh;what it will be like to be Bella.
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been feeling kind of empty lately.
like no one cares in their sub-consciousness.
maybe i'm just being sensitive and bizarre.
but i feel out of place
as i succumb,
and hide in frustration.

tian jie's words suddenly mean more than ever.
i need.

"Take care of my heart- I left it with you."


and i wonder what it feels like to be
in love.


love, the basis of everything possible.