Don't Close Your Eyes

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"Literature, is about sex."
~Ruth, who's a prefect.

ahh wells.
sex is overrated D:
ahha. but Ruth said this on superficial terms.
so's okay!
oh. I suddenly remembered that someone recently told me that people have sex for pleasure
I wonder, how?!
not that I'd find out soon, mind you!
hah. anyway, I'm betting ya'll wouldnt believe that.
Jaslyn expects me to get a boyfriend by sec 3.
unbelievable.
I'm a saint, remember?

&I swear that in my entire life,
no friend of mine, no one,
has ever told me straight in my face:
"You, shut up."
you're the first damnit.
how unfortunate.
&again I swear,
that no friend of mine,
has ever, ever, insulted me like that before.
you're the first once again.
thanks a fucking million.

anyway, went to gelare with Jaslyn & Hemin :D
had the time of my life.
basically, we ate waffles and ice-cream[passionfruit!] and then we just sat and talked for an hour.
Jaslyn and Hemin did most of the talking and I listened and urm, contributed constructively =x
we talked about 2 topics.
actually, we were more of 'letting it all out'.
basically, we've all be keeping something important in our hearts but we don't know who it say it to.
yes, so we kind of told each other stuff.
mostly, we agreed with each other.
I shall not say what we talked about.
it's obviously private.
yeah. for me, I finally saw understood everything that has been happening and my urm, suspicions have been proved right.
hah.
and they thought me that good friends arent only those you talk to everyday.
they're those who are willing to hear you out.
hearts you too loads!:D

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and again , I'd like to dedicate this to someone:

those times I said I don't rally know who you are,
I finally see part of it.
I'd like to say you're a hypocrite, a liar, an ego maniac, a mean, evil person.
but I shant say all that.
basically, you cant stand others being better than you.
you must have your way all the time.
you take advantage of people all the time.
you are always trying to attract other's attention.
you are always whining so they would pity you over a useless, minute matter.
you simply cannot accept defeat.
you despise those who defeat you.
you insult those who beat you.
you lie about who you are.
you suck up to people shamelessly.
you do not care about other's feelings at all.
you are spoilt.
you think you are the best, perfect.
but truth is you are a desperado.
you want to be everything you are not.
you cannot be yourself, not that I know who you really are.
you just lost the trust I had for you.
you just lost a friend.
this probably does not matter to you.
but I know what will;
you just lost everyone who thought you were for real.
I'm too damn sure that'd affect you.

you're just that desperate.

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he's so sweet.