I changed my skin because this, is exactly how I feel;
LOST.
I guess it's self-explanatory.
I blogged about it in the other blog. so if you're invited, feel free.

Cook won.
I finally realised that if there's one person who deserves to win more than anybody,
it's David Cook.
yes, COOK.
he's one person i'll hold close to my heart.
because of who he is.
I think he's the best brother anyone in the world could ever have.
I guess he just grew on me.
his appearance, his voice, his everything.
I think he's beautiful, as a person.
& I think he's everything I'd like to be.
you could say that he just became like someone I look up to, alot, so much.
not in the idolising manner.
the manner in which I want to be like him.
like a role-model.
yes, a role-model.
you probably don't understand why.
but if you did some background research and observed him carefully,
you'll see that he's just so wonderful, as a person.
but maybe, right now, I'm lost.
so I guess i'm nothing close to him.

Archuleta though, has all the potential and so many years ahead of him.
we don't have to worry about his future;
he's already got one in the path of his career.
I think he's wonderful too.
a little quiet maybe, but that's what sets him apart.
he seems like a thinker, a listener.
and that charming smile of his.
come to think of it, that's what I'm looking for in a friend.
and I have yet to meet one like him.
I adore Archuleta, but we need not worry about him.
He's every record company's dream, for now.
mine too!
ha.ha.
& I loved top 2 performance and results show.
Archuleta has never ever ever ever sang so amazingly ever.
absolutely stunning.
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yesterday wasn't too good a day.
like today, I've been feeling more emotional than usual.
but it really is the out turn of events that made me so.
and I realised so many things I lost,
so many things I have yet to find,
& I need, somebody.

I can't find.