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Elaine.0707 RGS Class of 2010 Fencing Ekam Eveileb I'm coming to find you even if it takes all night;♥ |
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"The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend." ~Abraham Lincoln was telling my mom about fencing. then she suddenly said this quote to me. rah! I never understood how the quote was true till recently. I can't fence (now) because I can't overcome myself. I say I try but then, I know I didn't try hard enough. why is it every time I tell myself, I'm gonna go up there, do my best and beat myself, but then when I get up to the battlefield, all that motivation, drive, hunger suddenly vanishes? and then I'll give myself a stupid excuse why I couldn't do it. In this case, my enemy is my pathetic self. ho shite. there I go again. I could go to 9486593487 people, but they'd tell me the same thing- "You can't, absolutely can't go in with that mindset of 'I can't do it', because then you really won't be able to." thing is, I scare myself when I go up there. it's not any better that some people are rubbing salt on the wound. now it's all up to me. |