"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway"

~Kelly Clarkson [Breakaway]

'cause you mean too much.

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blogging during eoy times.
sighhhh.
i'm feeling exasperated D:
I so badly want to make it alright.
and do reallyreally well.

personal expo and chinese on friday.
was just ohkay.
I don't know whether to feel satisfied or inadequate.
I thought I did alright, but that was before I heard others talking about their PEs.
D:
do I cry or sigh?

geog (?!) on moday.
followed by lit(!) and english compre on tuesday.
history(: wednesday
math D: (!) and chinese compre thursday
and science:D friday.
preparedness/ liking for the subjects pretty obvious huh.
stressed?!
I don't really want to go for Creative tmr D:

shall blog about happy stuff instead now.

went to 'up there' with Esther and Bernyao to mug after essays day(friday ._.)
there, was really the roof of lido(:
LOL. INSIDE JOKE(:
awesome. i'm feeling better thinking about that afternoon(:
was crazy funfunfun(:
I think Esther was pretty stressed so she was reallyreally weird(:
hahahahahahaha.
we laughed at the dumbest things.
yeapppp.

then we were trying to decide whether we should or not go watch a movie!
so I told them them going to study was a JOKE.
then raising the issue about watching movie did make it a JOKE but then they were persuaing themselves that it COULD NOT be a JOKE.
so we DIDNT MAKE IT A JOKE by going to the movies.
BUT! we made it a JOKE by not studying AT ALL(:
oh wait, I did study my chinese dictionary!
yeahh.
so anyway, after lunch, we bought starbucks which made us nuts later on.
Bernice and I went to buy and Esther waited for us.
soso I told Bernyao my plan.
we were gonna tell Esther that the lady serving us was damn weird.
she asked weird questions!
and then when ordering Esther's mocha frap, she asked if wanted SALT!
so i told esther that I just said yes to all her questions and didnt realise I said YES to the dalt question until later!
SO THERE's SALT IN HER MOCHA FRAP! :D
and when we told esther, I couldn't keep a straight face for nuts.
but thank goodness there was Bernyao who could.
so she told while I kept laughing while facing esther's back.
for a few seconds, ESTHER ACTUALLY BELIEVED.
or tried not to but couldnt decide.
LOL!!

then, there was the NUT JOKE(:
I don't know when esther and I had this convo about nuts.
then she decided that she was in the NUT INDUSTRY.
and I told her that she's got competition cuz my _____ makes bigger nuts.
so we told it to bernyau.
thing is, SHE DID'NT GET IT.
so it became real funny when I built up on the joke.
[to esther]: My _____ not only makes bigger nuts, they nuts he makes are nutural, the ones you manufacture arent.
inevitably, esther and I burst out laughing.
yeahhh(:
and bernyau was like HUH?!!!!!
so she got kevingoh to explain it to her.

there's was manymany more memorable, LOL jokes/statements we made.
but i'm lazy to type them up.
feel free to visit esther and bernyau's blogs for more details and funny quotes from yours truly(:
but I find the kick/feeling/spontaniety/humour/wit of what we say totally gone when we blog it.
hmm, shall bring along video cam next time(:
**our convo was reallyreallyreally crazily LOL funny!(:

Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway