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'Without you, today's emotions would be the scurf of yesterday's." Amelie Poulain+ Nino Quincampoix♥ Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain best film ever<3 just when I thought I loved romance Hollywood shows classified as chickflicks, French films came along and good god, they're the best films around. ask me about it someday, I'll probably not know where to start (: haha. it's gonna be way too long to blog it here =x point is,it's so awesome, you'll love the art and thoughtfulness of it. and not to mention, it's the perfect love story♥ the perfect love story. OFFICIALLY SCREWED MATH. DEFINITE FAIL. BUT WHATEVER ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE DID SO TOO. math is a ridiculous waste of precious time. If everything'd stopped, I'd listen for your heart to lead me right to you; where're you? I'M ALIVE! I'M ALIVE. lol. meansmeans we were productive doing mathmathmath yesterday! Bernice's cozy room with tiny make-do table and floor infested with ants cuz of Esther's bubble tea. mugged math most of the time O: then like got stuck, then figured it out then can't look at answers and got to figure it out yourself so you'd learn. haha. then argued with Esther who's right cuz we both swear we were right on some partial fractions thingy :D loads of stuff that learned and long forgotten, dug out from beyong sheets and sheets of mathematical but overall, revised quite a lot. should do this more often cuz I'm/we're usually not so motivated to do math so much and we were all (at about eleven pm) feeling like math-ing and didn't do philo FA! and! zomg ESTHER! failing hits you hard. I failed math in sec 2 but I didn't like work super hard on it afterwards ): ahhhwells, this term's math for quadratic functions is !! dk if I can do well still. on a side note, at around 815, we went to get bubble tea at westmall. Bernice and Esther wanting to run on bubble tea sugars to mug through the night and bought two each. crazy people! and I bought my without ice, tasted super strange. then when we got to Bernice's house, her mom was like "YOUR DADDY DONT EVEN DARE TO DRINK BUBBLE TEA ALR YOU STILL DARE TO DRINK! YOU WANT TO DIE BEFORE ME IS IT!" lecturing Bernice but sounded as if she was lecturing Esther and I too! (damn freaky) but halfway I (almost) couldn't contain my laughter. and Esther happily (trying) to concentrate doing math sums. LOL. damn funny please! apparently, bubble tea has loads of preservatives, colouring and flavouring. we knew that O: but like we don't care! okay, except now her mom made her big fuss of it? (coughcough Bernice we go get more fraps instead kay) (:(:(: oh wait, we need a pay rise first! cuz fraps cost about 5times that of bubble tea! zomg. &you could treat me a starbucks coffee-frap-venti-no-whipped-cream anytime. (hold the salt) Keeping up's too tiring so I'll back down maybe it's a problem of no motivation. homeworkkkk): all I have done the entire of today is go creative(funfun!) and did ss fa. totally unproductive. had like 3 free blocks in school today. planned to get all homewrok done but ended yp using two blocks to watch Hotel Rwanda though I've watched it twice before but barely rmb it and the third frree block talking to Bernice and being more unproductive): left chem worksheet, math assignments 1,2,3 (1 and 2 due tmr) but not inteding to do either. and all 4 sets of english worksheets and loads and loads of damned revision. dk whywhywhy it's all just piling upupup and I can't seem to get any of them done. it's seriosuly zero motivation. NADA. where does one find motivation to do work?! and I can't not do): sigghhh. study date with Bernice and Esther tmr at Bernice's Esther-invaded-house's rubbish chute. another unproductive day tmr, and i'll kill myself. gahhhhhh! see you in retail therapy, that's where you'll find me. need time to cool off, have a great laugh then get back to work. wild night out, anyone? thanks for being the sweetest guy on earth♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLYN DEAREST! most sua-ku person on earth but I love you a damn lot still alright! thanks for all the times we've shared this year together and being nice even when I'm moody and stuff. thanks for listening when I needed someone and being totally annoying with your questions which sometimes makes my day. thanks for caring and just being there as a friend and someone I can tell everything to. Love you loads! Happy Fifteenth♥ 50 Little Secrets. 01. Who was your last text from? you don't need to know. 02. Where was your default picture taken? uhm, at my condo during gathering(: 03. Your relationship status? "NA" like how Bernice says it. Leaves such a strong statement. 04. Have you ever lost a close friend? Yeah. It takes alot to get over a lost relationship so help me not lose this very one. 05. What is your current mood? Tired, uncomfortable (I'm ill!) 06. How many siblings do you have? 2 07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? Michael, Claudia 08. Where do you wish you were right now? sleeping though I just woke up from napping since noon. otherwise, California! 09. Have a crazy side? ohh, you can't even imagine :D 10. Ever had a near death experience? couple of times I guess, not worth remembering =x 11. Something you do a lot? think about stupid things. 12. Angry at anyone? I'm feeling irritable today ): uhh, yes/no I don't know how I feel for that anymore. 13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? that I don't know if he feels the same way about us as I. 14. When was the last time you cried? not worth trying to remember. 15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? I guess so. 16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? I like trying to remember stuff and reflecting on it. Now i'm making myself sound like a total dork. 17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? phone says Celeste. 18. What is your favorite song? Sweet Home Alabama<3 19. What are you doing right now? This quiz, isn't this a little too dumb? 20. Who do you trust right now? totally? uh, family, and a couple of super close friends. 21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Thailand! everytime I look at this shirt while wearing it, I think of Kevin! ahha 22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? do family members count? 23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? close friends? BERNICE! 24. Describe your life in one word Blind. 25. Who are you thinking of right now? you don't have to know but it isn't a good thing that I'm thinking about this person this way. 26. What should you be doing right now? Studying, duh. 27. What are you listening to? David A's album!<3 28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? I can't remember! 29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? Who else? My mum luh! 30. Do you act differently around the person you like? Nope. Okay maybe I'm not so relaxed. 31. What is your hair color? Black. 32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? Sophia, at tuition? omgz, this weekend's so failed! 33. Who was the last person to make you sad? same person as in question 1. 34. What do you hear? sounds from downstairs. 35. Is your hair curly or straight? curls up at the ends! 36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? YEAH! omgz, now that just set me laughing :D 37. Do you have a best friend? Uh huh, except my definition of best friend in primary and secondary school varies greatly. I prefer the one I had in primary school. 38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? nope! 39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? yeapp! basically, (: :D ): =x and ._. only! but then who doesn't use smileys?! 40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yeah =x change into my leotard in the car after tuition on saturdays sometimes =x butbut! nothing can be seen! 41. Are you happy with life right now? Yes and No. if youasked me at a time I was smiling, yeah, otherwise, probably not. 42. Are you currently jealous? maybe, but it's just human nature but I bear no grudges against no one. 43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? why would I wear jewellery at home?! 44. What were you doing on friday night? feeling up a certain form and chatting to people online and played piano. 45. Have you ever had your heart broken? Bernice has such a lame answer for this question! ahha. yeah. 46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? No idea! Would they tell me?! 47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? Yeah, whoever thought he'd turn out like that? 48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? you don't go to the doctor's to buy ice-cream, do you?! Just went today! o: 49. How late did you stay up last night and why? 12am, watching bits of Sixth Sense, getting freaked, texting and then didn't realise it was so late already! 50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? NA! "No wonder you today so happy." words Shirlyn said in passing stuck in my head. by just existing, you make it alright. contrary to this morning and afternoon and evening, I'm feeling super pissed/ feel like crying my eyes out now. and as much as I want to blog about it, I can't. I can't solve it myself but that person making me upset all the time doesn't want to help himself either. if he ain't helping himself, even if people were willing to sacrifice themselves to help him, we can't save him. but that's what we're doing, making sacrifices, mentally, emotionally and physically every single freaking day and he doesn't change. says he tries to, but he never changes. I wonder why we won't give up. maybe it's worth the pain now so he saves himself in time, but I really don't think so anymore. I hate you but I can't. happy's an illusion. You've got to look this good♥ Yeah, I acted on anger, I'll admit. can't act as if nothing happened. but i'll go with the flow; SELENE just got ot know about the Turkish ice cream stall. slowwwww. and we thought she knew and were talking about it. but she didnt actually! fail selene! lianna/grace/hemin plus me were laughing like nuts when she was getting tricked by the guy O: way amusing. gracegrace got a video of her. gogo watch it on facebook, incredibly funny. her reaction just makes you laugh so bad(: so far, she's the best I've seen(:(:(: bussed home with Bernice(as usual) cuz Bernice absolutely loves my company. HAHAHHA. then discussed about touchy stuff. okay not touchy but yeah whatever. sighhhh): I'd like it if the world was this perfect little fairytale where people were all nice and everything and best friends with each other. but then i'd just say i'm being childish. life's screwy so live with it :D WHO WANTS TO WATCH 17 AGAIN! (eh bernice, not talking to you lol) and my backaches are back gahh. dk what's causing it. thought it was circular port de bras in ballet but then recovered, went for fencing and it's back. (maybe it's carrying a bag pack) damn, now I might have to miss tomorrow's training again): who says you've got nothing to sorry about when you're fifteen Ain't worth fighting for. they say action speaks louder than words. your every sunconscious, unintentional action; every unsaid word. Got every of it along, just chose to ignore them, but not anymore, ain't worth caring no more. And, before you think that I am the one losing out, think again. you've been more of a dissapointment than anything. tears left unshed; If you put more effort into it, you'd be amazed how much more you can do. -note to self- (sigh sigh) today has been real awesome. let's start with how accomplished I am that I managed to understand and complete all my Chem stuff despite having missed two chem lessons. And I did every thing within an hour this morning (hah, esther! beat youuuuuu!) yeah so anyway, it was surprisingly simple =x oh yeah, that hour I did chem was the only hour I studied the entire day. can't believe I actually dare to admit it. thenthen, when Bernice and I finally decided to go out with Marcus anyway (we took about 50 smses to decide LOL) okay, so my sister's parents and my plans were super screwed up and I ended up meeting Bernice super late (yeah, made her wait at the bus stop for half an hour or so) SORRY BERNICE!): hah so anyway, met marcus halfway. Bernice dao-ed him all the way until we reached Plaza Sing. oh wait, let me add, she dirtied my favourite pink sweater TWICE! while on the buses. tsk. we wanted to watch fast and furious, but then like look at the queue! so walked around, got S___'s present and went to find another E____'s present (but we couldn't decide so leave that to another time) mmm. was so super awkward. like extremely very, and Bernice wasn't all too happy about company so refused to talk to him O: I felt pretty bad about leaving him out and all at first but then Bernice explained and I decided that I don't feel bad at all anymore. yeahh, it was a really good explanation of her behaviour towards him(: anyway, after getting presents and deciding what to do for the billionth time, we decided to go starbucks (which I didn't feel like drinking anymore after yogurt) so we sat around and even in such close proximity, only Bernice and I talked. HEH! but I said there was a good explanation! she just REFUSED to talk =x (which is not a bad thing cuz of that explanation) then, she decided that enough was enough, told Marcus we were going to the library so he decided to leave. then. we mrt-ed to labrary, met Jiawen on the way, then decided to go her house to do the powerpoint anyway. zomg. THAT'S WHERE ALL THE FUN STARTED(:(:(: mostly, we talked (ALOT and when I say ALOT I mean ALOTALOTALOT!) and then blog surfed/facebook-ed/msn-ed and did research (I swear we did so okay!) and talked some more! and for dear ol me living in a box, uncovered manymany surprising and shocking relevations. I think I see the world within our school and classroom in too good/nice a light. sighhhh, now I think 211 was such a good class. yeah, there were so many laughs, sincere from-the-bottom-of-the-hearts words shared, dumb/funny comments, plain hilarious joke shared. oh, I really don't mind working in hotel and construction! HAAH. tonight's been thoroughly enjoyed. THANKS BERNICE!♥ Not regretting it! thanks sean!  ♥ dilemma. Ballet or Archie? I really want to goo): but I might tire out myself before ballet exam. but then what I really need to do before exam is chill, relax and not get super stressed up about it. I think this would be the perfect opportunity to. but, is it gonna make my emotions chaotic like other WHOA concerts?! sighhh): I'm super stressed for ballet already. pfffft. all in the timing. plus, I've got final bellet practice right before! I'm gonna list pros and cons (yeah, I've got to resort to that)- PROS!
someone convince me to go and not worry Elaine's looking for die-hard David A. fans who wanna meet Archie 7April, 7pm. |