Keeping up's too tiring so I'll back down a little totally now.

maybe it's a problem of no motivation.

homeworkkkk):
all I have done the entire of today is go creative(funfun!) and did ss fa.
totally unproductive.
had like 3 free blocks in school today. planned to get all homewrok done but ended yp using two blocks to watch Hotel Rwanda though I've watched it twice before but barely rmb it and the third frree block talking to Bernice and being more unproductive):
left chem worksheet, math assignments 1,2,3 (1 and 2 due tmr) but not inteding to do either.
and all 4 sets of english worksheets and loads and loads of damned revision.
dk whywhywhy it's all just piling upupup
and I can't seem to get any of them done.
it's seriosuly zero motivation. NADA.
where does one find motivation to do work?!
and I can't not do):
sigghhh.
study date with Bernice and Esther tmr at Bernice's Esther-invaded-house's rubbish chute.
another unproductive day tmr, and i'll kill myself.

gahhhhhh!
see you in retail therapy, that's where you'll find me.

need time to cool off, have a great laugh
then get back to work.
wild night out, anyone?