Mr Nice.

I like you very much better that way.
it's distracting how damn sexy you are

ahhahah if you're wondering what on earth that's supposed to mean, don't.
it's only for me to know and not even for you to find out.

this week's been wrecked emotions week.
I've been happy, relieved, upset, stressed and there's always this nagging feeling at the back of my head then followed by guilt, a rebellious feeling.
for today, I've been well, down.
I've always got a feeling that I'm not doing enough and exams being near and everything.
but then I've been trying to figure out why I can't bring myself to concentrate and can't find the reason.
YES, I'VE BEEN FEELING SO EXTREMEMLY FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYED WITH MYSELF D:
at least school's sort of fun, with Lianne and all.
I remember the last time my deskmate made going to school something to look forward to was in P4.
haha thanks Lianne, for being fun and all♥

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I'm seein myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I'm fine
Without you
-Hinder