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post 413 goes like this, my favourite song for something that just isn't going so smoothly.

Silence Is A Scary Sound

I look into the sky
all I have to ask why
She'd go and leave me
Oh why do feelings have to die?
Is it all just a sign?
Of what is meant to be

Well I’m just too excited
The end of this can be sighted
She's over due for a break out
I better go she blows my brains out
Silence is a scary sound

Funny feeling happened today
Somewhere buried in the past
Didn't mean much, that much anyway
I know that love will never last

I'm torn up inside
There's a hole in my mind
When you’re not next to me
So I hope you choke and die
On every single lie and this is what you've done to me

Well I’m just too excited
The end of this can be sighted
She's over due for a break out
I better go she blows my brains out
Silence is a scary sound

Funny feeling happened today
Somewhere buried in the past
Didn't mean much, that much anyway
I know that love will never last

Here we go
1,2,3,4

Well I’m just too excited
The end of this can be sighted
She's over due for a break out
I better go she blows my brains out
Silence is a scary sound

Funny feeling happened today
Somewhere buried in the past
Didn't mean much. that much anyway
I know that love will never last
Funny feeling happened today
Somewhere buried in the past
Didn't mean much., that much anyway
I know my love will never last

look at the lyrics as if isn't written over a girl.
when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place
(to get me through each and every day)

silence sure is a scary sound.

16 reasons.

16 reasons Celine♥Me

1. she can't lie to save her life
2. she's a sucker for sweet "awwwwww" things
3. she's humble in victory and gracious in losing
4. she can't stop crying nehnehneh eh eh
5. she's super responsible
6. DISNEY over boys!(not entirely true, but I shall be delusional)
7. she's always got her priorities right, like training over going to meet SHINee and stuff like that
8. she's real pro at epee, ever better at foil
9. she's really sensitive and honest
10. spontaneous!
11. she does crazy stupid things that will always make you laugh
12. she's got a cute sister (haha, unlike everyone else, I'm not stalking Clara though)
13. I can't describe how great a friend she can be to you if you treat her the same way
14. she colours the lives of people around her (note colour change in blog entries)
15. I♥Celine
16. and the single biggest reason Celine♥Me is:
she finally realises she can't live without me after she switched to epee

HAPPY SWEET 16th

CELINE!!
stop crying, I didn't slap you, I merely bought you a cake(:
at least you did something fun, new and exciting this birthday! You celebrated your birthday on the floor of Clementi stadium during Inter-schools and we all ate super awesome choco-banbana cake with our hands!!!! Best of all, you got a guy to lick of all the chocolate off your fingers after you were done eating :D

well, almost.

When fate gives you a second shot, take it

but when you try really hard and fail again, take the hint.

sorry, my life's running on negativity so much now):
I can't quit being pessimistic even if I try because everyone else doesn't believe in me anyway.
I'm not going to show my parents my math paper when I get it back.
thing is, even if I scored 100% in M1, and M2 is a disaster, they'd judge me on M2, not M1.
But I did try, and it's not my fault I have a tendendy to panic when I can't do stuff.

fuck, I'm bloody 16 and still doing things to please my parents.
DO WE EVER GET OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE?