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Hay man, Straw man

L4D2, WHAT?

yesterday, at around 8.15pm, I lost myself and relented to allowing myself get dragged to play lan, for like the first time ever. Okay, so I've seen my brother playing lan countless of times, but I never (and still don't) understand why boys/men are so fascinated by killing virtual monsters for hours. I shall let you in on a secret though: I (secretly) find it fun, in this strange, I've-never-done-it-before way.
HAHA okay, the last part sounds wrong:/ YY was a weird teacher (y).

HELLO I'M THE SPITTER AND I'M CRASHING ELAINE'S BLOG ( as berns puts it, "Shirlyn ish annoying") heeheeee. Being the monster thing is annoying and un-fun): yangyi was useless in teaching me how to play as the monster, but I guess you can;t really teach, only tikam first then get it later. But it was comforting to know that he agrees it's difficult playing as a monster. thanks yang yi lol.

yesyes, GATHERING :D
fun times! talking rubbish, doing rubbish, telling awful but funny jokes, sharing scandals and talking about old things in new times.
Cyrus is so sweet, I shall dedicate a whole paragraph to him(:

"Couldn't really let Yu Qing go home alone yeah."

"As in I felt kinda bad when (ShuoRen) had to leave first."

"It wouldn't be nice if anyone felt left out eh."

"But I'm very sure that one thing the bible does tells us to do is to care for the people around us. Perhaps even annoying little sisters that tend to like to smile alot."

"..who wouldn't love caring for a sister like ya, yeah"

think my brother would like to beg to differ about the last quote HAHHA.
quote unquote all from Cyrus!
I guess not it's self-explanatory why I think he's the sweetest now eh.
I still remember us listening to each other sing during singspiration cuz we sat side-by-side, good times ♥

I'm wondering if I should include Ongbak's food-obsession, he has a dimple toooooo! But DK's remain unchallenged.

"(It's free-flow of drinks and ice-cream), the point is to abuse the system!"

And I'll be mean to leave out Zhi Hao waiting for YQ and me for like 45 minutes to reach and later voluntarily going out to fetch Abby back. We girls have reached a consensus that of all the boys in CH6`06, Zhi Hao would, without an ounce of doubt, make the best husband HEEHEE.

I MISS YOU PINGZ AND ABBYZ ♥♥♥ bffs!
LETZ GO PRAWNINGZZZZ! :D :D

edit/ PICTURE!! :D

you are my only exception

ONE MONTH

be excited.

wonder why I want to type a meant-to-be-happy entry when I'm in such a downer mood now.

I really don't like being stuck at home all day, with nothing to look forward to at all. No fun plans till Thursday and that's not even confirmed):

and I can't do my math, feeling so epic fail.

I have no idea what I want to do on my birthday and no idea who I want to celebrate it with. Somehow, I feel it better not to celebrate it if I have to celebrate it with certain people just because I feel myself obligated to. Guess no one does realise how it feels when most people want to have as many people as possible at their party, regardless.

Shall 'spend' the day with ____ rather than 'celebrate' the occasion. Hmm, brilliant idea, no.

but such a downer to have it on an exam day pfffft):

someone says, look on the brighter side, school ends earlier, hence more time to go have fun ahah :D omgee, it's piano day Wednesday. *mental note to postpone lesson*

Things I really want right now.

RMUN/GA2!! miss it max♥

Batch outing NOW and not Thursday, which is so far away):

Training! to think I used to not want to have training cuz it takes all my precious time away. Now, I'm so unfit and stuck at home and sick of sitting in front of a desk/computer. But I can't train anyway, with my heel all sore and blue-black after I smashed it trying to climb over to the 'roof' in RJ. I MISS TRAININGGGGGG AND MAD FUN INNOVATIVE GAMES JIAO LIAN TEACHES.

Tioman to go away, seriously. Wondering if I made the right decision to sign up for Tioman. It blanks out ONE WHOLE PRECIOUS HOLIDAY WEEK): and, because of it, my mom disallowed me to join IMUN with Val): and causes my outings to be under strict moderation. GO AWAY TIOMAN.

Council outing nownownow, and not 16th cuz that's like eons away.

Gossip Girl+Glee. MY SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT ONCE A WEEK IS WAY TOO LITTLE.

My double dimpled son WAHHAHA

So is it a yes or a no?

what happens when ~~he seems really obviously into you and you like him back~~ (but never really showed it), And when you talk to him, it seems as if he's pushing you away?

you know all the right things to say

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it's a no.

HAPPY SWEET 16TH JEAN NG!

I'm so annoyed with myself for not wishing you in time yesterday.
I kept making a mental note to myself to 'sms you later' but nooooooo, I forgot in the end):
I'm so sorry Jean):
I know I've been like making you change dates for outing continuously and not being free and all, but you know I'll always be there for you when you need me right.
thanks for being a really extremely awesome batchmate. and the crazy times together.
we should stop whining about doing footwork and handwork, it's good for us!
thanks for being quirky and yourself and making us all broke whenever we go out with your classy taste in everything. Yet, it's always worth it.
and thanks for that very awesome afternoon in Thai Express. We sat around for like almost three hours talking about everything and laughing till I couldn't think properly.
fellow A-ban-er, we shall score As for HCL kayyyy! (naming A-ban with an A is so NOT misleading right!)
Happy Birthday loves.

Goodbye.

it's feels so really very great to finally let go of someone you've been holding on to for too long.

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if you know what I'm talking about (at most two people), thank you, really.
and a lot more who didn't know it.