ONE MONTH


be excited.

wonder why I want to type a meant-to-be-happy entry when I'm in such a downer mood now.
I really don't like being stuck at home all day, with nothing to look forward to at all. No fun plans till Thursday and that's not even confirmed):
and I can't do my math, feeling so epic fail.

I have no idea what I want to do on my birthday and no idea who I want to celebrate it with. Somehow, I feel it better not to celebrate it if I have to celebrate it with certain people just because I feel myself obligated to. Guess no one does realise how it feels when most people want to have as many people as possible at their party, regardless.
Shall 'spend' the day with ____ rather than 'celebrate' the occasion. Hmm, brilliant idea, no.
but such a downer to have it on an exam day pfffft):
someone says, look on the brighter side, school ends earlier, hence more time to go have fun ahah :D omgee, it's piano day Wednesday. *mental note to postpone lesson*

Things I really want right now.
  1. RMUN/GA2!! miss it max♥
  2. Batch outing NOW and not Thursday, which is so far away):
  3. Training! to think I used to not want to have training cuz it takes all my precious time away. Now, I'm so unfit and stuck at home and sick of sitting in front of a desk/computer. But I can't train anyway, with my heel all sore and blue-black after I smashed it trying to climb over to the 'roof' in RJ. I MISS TRAININGGGGGG AND MAD FUN INNOVATIVE GAMES JIAO LIAN TEACHES.
  4. Tioman to go away, seriously. Wondering if I made the right decision to sign up for Tioman. It blanks out ONE WHOLE PRECIOUS HOLIDAY WEEK): and, because of it, my mom disallowed me to join IMUN with Val): and causes my outings to be under strict moderation. GO AWAY TIOMAN. 
  5. Council outing nownownow, and not 16th cuz that's like eons away.
  6.  Gossip Girl+Glee. MY SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT ONCE A WEEK IS WAY TOO LITTLE.
  7. My double dimpled son WAHHAHA