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Pull your collar up before she sinks her teeth in

as much as I am (still) appalled about the vampire theme of their latest single, I damned near jumped and started dancing when 987 played Party Girl for the first time ever. First week (or is it second? time flies to fast for me to keep track) the song's out and it's tops in the UK charts. I'm so proud to be a Mcfly fan ♥

I've never liked something so much before, seriously.

anyway, the point of this entry is really to say that I'm really glad that the official eya period is over and I'm extremely pleased with how I managed to pull myself together at the very last minute. At the very last minute meaning a week before exams and having to learn the entire year's syllabus from scratch. I have to say, this time around, it wasn't so much of stress as it was exhaustion. After term 1, my general performance has been slipping downhill uncontrollably and throughout term 3, I've been telling myself "I give up". But I guess at the bottom of my heart, somewhere, I knew I couldn't do it. As much as I hate the system and working senselessly and meaninglessly for my entire life, I really haven't got another choice.

I've always not truly felt satisfied with being in rgs.

And that time Ms Rohaini looked at me with much distaste when I said that I haven't done anything in my life that I deeply feel proud about, it got me thinking, throughout the bus ride home why is it that every single non-rgs person I've met in my life think that being in rgs is so great.

True, there's people who would go great lengths to take my place in rgs when they were in p6 and I guess it's time a understand that I should appreciate that I'm given the opportunity and it isn't as if I didn't work for this opportunity.

So when Beatrice and Chleong, who I love with all my heart, reacted to my statement "I'll just go to rj la, no choice", I realised, finally realised, after 4 whole years that people work so hard just to get to acjc (and they dare not even think of rj) and I'm GIVEN this place in rj almost definitely and I'm just going to throw it away?

I am so crazy mad glad I finally realised that I shouldn't be throwing all I have away and that the class I will be in in JC does matter.

I know I am going to hate a lot of things in rj, there are boys there for one.
and I know I am going to take a long time to get used to the new environment but I'll to count my blessings when I'm at my lowest, most unmotivated and most demoralized points in my life.

another thing I know is that I won't be terribly satisfied with my results (stupid omfg mistakes) and everyone else around me would do way better but I'll remember I PULLED MYSELF TOGETHER AND YES, I DID MY BEST.

i'm so incoherent.

NAUGH-TY BEAR!♥

@8:35!

Saying AYO like it's dynamite

I didn't like this the first time I heard it(yesterday) and then I watched the video again today and decided it sounds nicer each time you hear it. Dougie's backing vocals are so amazing (:

You're amazing (`mazing `mazing), just the way you are

I miss the old Dougie, heartbreak!):

Mcfly is still Mcfly! ♥