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Who was the last person to hurt your feelings? "It's wasn't a girl, it was , just the other day! He said I was useless or something like that, and if I didn't play the bass, I'd be working in McDonalds. It offended me, I hope it's not true."  only I'd change my answer to my mom, instead of Harry. If I ever met Dougie, I'd tell him I think he's amazing and I admire him so insanely much. Dougie is just amazing. A toast to Twenty-Ten because it's been one of the best years of my life; maybe even the best. Thank you: Best batchmates in the world; Celine Esther Jean Cailyn Kuan Alisa. Deskmates; Jing Hui Maggie Selene. Jing Hui. 413 RMUN; Yang Yi Gen Ling Yue Yu Fei Valerie Daryn Tioman; Lianne May Yi Wye. Creative; Mrs Tan Beatrice Christine Chee Leong Ken Sean Dale. For celebrating my birthday with me (it means a lot to me ily!); Celine Jean Esther. For the best birthday surprise ever; Daryn Gen Valerie Yang Yi Jing Yi. For the best GPA score I've gotten thus far; My dearest competitors, encouragers, friends and family. For a bearable and sometimes rather enjoyable Options period; Low Ying Xin Amelia Bernice Jing Hui Celine Elyssa Jean. For the best trip thus far (Korea!!); My dearest family Mr Ricky Photographers x2 A pretty awesome tour group. For drum lessons; My parents Esther Uncle Anthony Jean. For awesome fun times everyday; Amelia Shirlyn Bernice Ying Xin Selene Jolynn Dawn Ho Kei Nin Jing Hui Maggie... For pretty fun teachers; Mr Lee Dr Chiam Mrs Ang Mr Angulia Uncle Anthony Mrs Tan Teacher Angela. FAM 2010; My mom&dad Celine Esther Celine's mommy Jean Lianne Zhi Qi Rachel Yo Maggie Clarissa May For all the great times, movies, music, places, work, experiences, conversations, knowledge, education, mistakes... Special mention: JACCE, you know who you are. You guys are literally the love of my life. I'll always be there for you guys, like you have been for me; to forever and always. To my grandma. To my family whom I love and hate but usually love. & to another great year ahead. though the prospect of JC scares the bejesus out of me, I know I'll get through with these people by my side. Thank you, 2010. David Archuleta, you're freaking great epic reply. Blair: I’m sorry but I have to be Blair Waldorf before I can be Chuck Bass’ girlfriend. Chuck: I love you It's good when you believe in fate.
Blair: I love you too. I don’t expect you to wait. Chuck: If two people are meant to be together, eventually they’ll find their way back Pride Of Britain: Child of Courage 2000 "  Charlotte CarterCharlotte Carter showed courage and initiative beyond her years when she found her dad John drowning in the bath after he fell into a diabetic coma. Charlotte, aged just five, was alone at home when she realised something was wrong. Her dad had been away for ages after saying he was just going to have a bath. She went upstairs and found him unconscious in the tub and in danger of drowning. Charlotte was not strong enough to lift his head out of the water so she did the next best thing - and pulled out the bath-plug to drain the water away. Then, realising that an open window which she couldn't reach was making her dad cold, she wrapped him in a towel. But the danger was far from over. John had slumped into a coma because his blood-sugar level had fallen too low. He was close to death. Again Charlotte didn't panic. Nobody had ever told her what to do if this happened but she remembered that mum Lorraine gave John something sweet whenever he "felt funny." She ran to the kitchen, grabbed a chocolate biscuit and pushed it into John's mouth. Then she wrapped herself in a towel and cuddled up to her dad to keep him warm until help arrived. Her lonely vigil lasted an hour and a half. When her older sister Laura arrived home, Charlotte explained what had happened and Laura ran to fetch their mum from a neighbour's house. Lorraine dashed home to find crying Charlotte still clinging to her unconscious dad. Lorraine gave John a glucose injection and ten minutes later he came round. John, of Trimdon, Co Durham, says, "There can't be many fathers who can say they owe their lives to their five-year-old daughter."" Then us meeting here is fate . Not too long ago, during our first philo options if I recall correctly, Jing Hui asked me (about love) if I'm a 'chemicals' (as in reason) or 'fate' believer. I replied 'fate' without giving it a second though. As in, I've truly believed, all my life, that everything happens for a reason, even my wisdom tooth growing out and hurting like a bazooka which made me unable to sleep at all the day before HCL O's; me taking too much Panadols at once and feeling very oozy and unstable while taking the papers etc. I believe it's a destiny that will lead us to something I'll eventually find in the future. But then whenever I think about fate, I remember '50 Days Of Summer'. But I still believe in fate. Though, I too, believe that if I can change my fate, then that IS my fate. Yes, this video got me thinking out loud. & There're too many 'what ifs' in life to dwell on Uh oh, somebody ALMOST let it slip.  (this is an animated GIF image so click on it if you wanna see what happens) Pardon the bad word there. Dougie almost said it on a live webchat. Let's me stress, ALMOST said it. And he still makes it adorable!! Side note, I love my new purple Keds to bits(: I need to get mega short socks or I'll always be sweating in them though. Drum lessons today were ace, Jean's dad is so lame. I can't wait to be able to play to any song I want to, like that dude next door who played to Maroon 5 today. I sincerely hope I do well of HCL O's, I will really put all my heart and soul into the two papers and do the best I've ever done. Hugs&Kisses, Christmas awaits. Discipline: terminated.  "Naughty Dougie, get back to your side of the stage. I might write a book on how to train your bass player." Life's a bitch and so are you. all of you. Mcfly taught me what a tallywacker is oh dear. The ninth minute is priceless ♥ Danny is adorable!♥ *Remember, don't be a dingbat!* & now, you know what a tallywacker is too!! HAHAHHAHAHA Pudd is ♥ and that concludes the most priceless Mcfly show ever. only Mcfly makes the worst of days better. (hah, in your face, stupid math marks.) chewy! INVICTUS Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. Shine A Light Definitely a nice song and I can't believe I'm saying this but I actually like Party Girl x983927498375 times more, despite the vampires. With Taio Cruz, this new Mcfly song really lack the usual Mcfly OOMPH which is especially unique to Mcfly. This song has sososo much more potential if Cruz isn't the main singer in it. I don't know why they're featuring Cruz so much in this song, esp when the title of their upcoming album comes from this song! Riding on Cruz's popularity to gain more popularity? Surely they must know that they don't need it cuz they're awesome enough on their own. Mcfly, your true fans want Tom Fletcher, Danny Jones, Dougie Poynter and Harry Judd, no more, no less. then again, it isn't enough, is it? Disappointed!): Side not: favourite part of this video? First 4 seconds. Dougie looks so incredibly polished! Pull your collar up before she sinks her teeth in as much as I am (still) appalled about the vampire theme of their latest single, I damned near jumped and started dancing when 987 played Party Girl for the first time ever. First week (or is it second? time flies to fast for me to keep track) the song's out and it's tops in the UK charts. I'm so proud to be a Mcfly fan ♥ I've never liked something so much before, seriously. anyway, the point of this entry is really to say that I'm really glad that the official eya period is over and I'm extremely pleased with how I managed to pull myself together at the very last minute. At the very last minute meaning a week before exams and having to learn the entire year's syllabus from scratch. I have to say, this time around, it wasn't so much of stress as it was exhaustion. After term 1, my general performance has been slipping downhill uncontrollably and throughout term 3, I've been telling myself "I give up". But I guess at the bottom of my heart, somewhere, I knew I couldn't do it. As much as I hate the system and working senselessly and meaninglessly for my entire life, I really haven't got another choice. I've always not truly felt satisfied with being in rgs. And that time Ms Rohaini looked at me with much distaste when I said that I haven't done anything in my life that I deeply feel proud about, it got me thinking, throughout the bus ride home why is it that every single non-rgs person I've met in my life think that being in rgs is so great. True, there's people who would go great lengths to take my place in rgs when they were in p6 and I guess it's time a understand that I should appreciate that I'm given the opportunity and it isn't as if I didn't work for this opportunity. So when Beatrice and Chleong, who I love with all my heart, reacted to my statement "I'll just go to rj la, no choice", I realised, finally realised, after 4 whole years that people work so hard just to get to acjc (and they dare not even think of rj) and I'm GIVEN this place in rj almost definitely and I'm just going to throw it away? I am so crazy mad glad I finally realised that I shouldn't be throwing all I have away and that the class I will be in in JC does matter. I know I am going to hate a lot of things in rj, there are boys there for one. and I know I am going to take a long time to get used to the new environment but I'll to count my blessings when I'm at my lowest, most unmotivated and most demoralized points in my life. another thing I know is that I won't be terribly satisfied with my results (stupid omfg mistakes) and everyone else around me would do way better but I'll remember I PULLED MYSELF TOGETHER AND YES, I DID MY BEST. i'm so incoherent.
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